in sixth grade i came in with the idea i might cut of course i would never
but it happened around November when i made "friends".
of course i met them from one of my friends of 5th grade i had every thing set out of life never cut'overdose'or make enemies and well ill tell u their names and how this started.
august ,24,2016
i went to school crying idk why but i was crying of course not thinking on suicide or cutting as of i never did it before and never had the influence but then i met Jordan sierra Theresa and manly them and one month later ya know what Jordan treated me as a pet or well a goat and well after that a month later she cut that i guess that was enough to trigger my cutting stage and well its a time of my life that i will never forget of course i had friends but my cutting stage was what brought me depression and i cut of course now in December i took 8 pill of Advil and hoping to get liver failure and die but nothing happened and later many a week later i took 32 pills of Advil this caused a stomach virus now i wont take Advil or any not prescribed drug because i don't want to die and i understand well i get the feeling alone with myself that i'm not good enough and that ill kill my self in a week and then i think about being a doctor or maby going to orchestra next year { that i already sighed up for as well as choir } that that might happen and i wont be ready and ill make the jump because i'm confused and i always feel like i'tll hurt but the truth is that illl already be dead and the dead cant come come back to life and say "oh i'm sorry for jumping and i just wasn't thinking strait " so yeah its on my case see ya next time
next time would be about the pills
DEPRESSION FOREVER
