after i tried to commit suicide i also had no way of turning back so i had lost 90 percent of my friends and i also had no way of fixing healing healing is supposed to happen when you have your friends around you and knowing that i lost alot i didnt understant and also no one cared because and i lost all faith in my self and im entirely lost in my mind now ive recovered i have nice friends and i still wonder before i did what i did why did they ignore me or was it because im not pretty like the last time i took a picture it was for the school and i didnt want to and no one would like to see that and also theres one thing no one would ever like me and no one would ever be my boy friend and i know that that
no one likes a fat , stupid,disgusting,pig even my mom calls me a pig .
every one should call me a pig what am i saying SCREAMING "come on im a pig disrespect me dont be my friend and also dont go near me bully me "no i would never and no oneshould have to treat me like that and i dont like it if any one finds this that knows me then take a knife and kill me alredy and wattpad hopefully wont delete this
