no one thinks my birthday is cool no one thinks that i don't need respect im tired of people telling personal things about me and im also tired of smiling so much its not like i want to smile and also its just that i'm acting remember those "friends that i had well i was a normal girl before this and well they made me this way and lets say a doctor had to cut off one leg but he cuts all of your limbs and before you wake up he rapes you and cuts your face with the scauple and rips off your ear and takes out every thing not fully nessesary for life just leaving you with the stomach liver one kidny small intestine lungs heart and brain and then stbs you with the scauple and throughs you in a ally way and you rott there for your parents to find but by that point
who would
l o v e me .? no one and with my arms left with scars and my mental health haywire and no one would ever think that im worth there time
and its not like any one can
help
the other day i was standing in the a hall way and a random girl just came up to me and kicked me and she was like sorry just kidding and i looked at her like really and she was like it was just a light kick i whent home that day with a bruised ankle and i came back the next day and she saw my ankle and she came up to me and i said geuss it wasnt a joke and i walked off to class she never talked to me again honestly she would have done better if she had just broke my ribs and kicked my esophogus
