Fake smiles
Laughter's and waves
Just because I look happy
doesn't mean I amWhen I said I was fine
On the inside I was dying
You said let's be friends
And I said that's fineYou broke me in half
I looked the other way
Not wanting you to see
The tears in my eyesIm tired of being asked
Are you alright
I'm fine I say
when on the inside
I'm screaming your name
Asking for help
But you can't hear my silent screamThe lies I say
To get me through the day
Don't help me at night
When I break insideWanting to get help
But don't want to get hurt
I don't want to hurt you
But that's all i seem to do

YOU ARE READING
my inner feelings
Poesiapoetry written when I feel down or filled with joy depressed or just plain bored my inner thoughts run wild taking over my body and heart scars on my body pain in my heart why couldn't you just let go now I am just sitting in the dark