The midnight breakdowns
The shattered heart
Broken soul
Stabbed in the back
With the knife she has sold
She has become invisible
To the world around her
Only noticed when she's In Trouble
When she is needed
she comes at first call
But she needs someone
they all seem to fall.
She is tired of being a tool
Of being used
Crying herself to sleep every night
Making sure not to wake anyone else
She is lost and broken
Thrown off her path
The one that led a peaceful trip
Turned into the nightmare
she always feared
She losses a friend
as she travels along
The path she has made
In this nightmare of hers
She's tired of screaming
for help that's never going to come
She is used to being let down
Now that everyone has forgotten
Maybe once she gone for good
Someone will start caring
That's what's messed up in the world
You don't know what you have
till its gone for good
She's slowly fading away
No one notices the tears
that fall down in fear
All the lies and screams
Of her past awakens
In every scar there's a story told
Each one has its own memory
Lied to and broken
Into the person she is today
Pushing you all away
Can one of you please stay
All the scars come with depression
comes with the loss of friends
You all said you wouldn't walk away
That you were here to say
Is that why you really walked away
Tired of being slaved
in the hell she calls a home
Of all the people that walk out on their own
The tears that burn down her face
at the strikes of twilight
Here that her clock is done....
YOU ARE READING
my inner feelings
Puisipoetry written when I feel down or filled with joy depressed or just plain bored my inner thoughts run wild taking over my body and heart scars on my body pain in my heart why couldn't you just let go now I am just sitting in the dark
