Hey guys hope u like my new poem just please if u feel this way or just want someone to talk to don't hold it all in text someone something saying you need to talk or rant or cry just don't destroy yourself over it I love you all your amazing just the way you are and don't doubt it for a single second
Scars are free
Cuts bleed deep
Holding my mouth
Trying not to scream
It's 3 am
I'm all alone
With nothing but
the thoughts I own
Wide awake
But more tired than ever
Thoughts spin wildly
And dreams turn to nightmares
Stuck in the dark
I'm losing my fight
The demons are winning
I don't think I can push
Them away again
At 3pm im with my friends
Laughing and smiling
Like nothing is wrong
Underneath the
smiles and laughter
Is someone's mind who's getting darker and darker
I'm fine and okays
Are the lies I say
To get me through the days
As I push people away
My wall of trust
rebuilding each day
Adding another color
Each time I say
Can you please just go away?
I have been hurt so many times
That now I'm used the the pain
I wish someone would stay
In the end
it's just me and my demons
Losing the Battle slowly each day
Each night
Past midnight
The fighting is over
I'm losing the Battle
The demons are winning
And I am fading.
Hope you like this chapter I worked really hard on this. I'm sorry if it's super depressing I'm sorry but I'm sorry for a lot of things these days life's hard I know that but is it really supposed to be this bad to where death is more inviting than life. Are your parents supposed to not care. Your siblings supposed to hate you. This world is messed up and it's getting darker and darker
YOU ARE READING
my inner feelings
Puisipoetry written when I feel down or filled with joy depressed or just plain bored my inner thoughts run wild taking over my body and heart scars on my body pain in my heart why couldn't you just let go now I am just sitting in the dark
