"Hey mom, have you been in contact with Shiloh? I'm really freaking out, she isn't responding to any of my texts or calls."
-"Nope, why do you ask? You should have been trying to listen to her, instead of pushing her away, Justin. You messed up, I know you are still young, but you are young with your own family. You should have been thinking about your babies. Not thinking of drugs."
"Yes mom! I understand that now! Do you not think I'm realizing how fucked up I was to her?! I care and love her so fucking much, and I just probably ruined my whole marriage because I'm being a stupid asshole! I just want her back mom, and I want to see my babies. They are my whole world. I just lost sight of that for a mintue."
The whole time I just wanted to burst into tears. I miss my wife and kids so much, I am getting depressed and stressed. I don't understand why Shiloh is ignoring me. Its killing me that she isn't responding to me at all. She just doesn't know how bad I feel and I can't even explain myself and apologize. It sucks that I can't just talk to the love of my life.
A few days have passed and I decided it was time to go home and try to fix everything. I needed to go back to L.A. where my wife and kids were. Where my whole world was. I was ready to get back to my life, and have the rest of our lives to make it up to her, and show her how much her and the kids means to me.
I just landed at LAX and I ran into an old friend, Miley. Miley and I go way back. I remember I had a crush on her back int the day. But, I had a crush on almost every girl in Hollywood. She was an amazing girl, and friend. We haen't really talked in about three years now. So I was a little caught off guard when I saw her.
-"Hey Justin! How are you?" Miley was super excited to see me, and frankly I excited to see her too.
"I'm great, how are you? You look amazing! Do you want to grab some coffee?"
-"Hell yeah! I would love to catch up!" She grabbed my arm -"Shall we?"
"We shall."
Miley looked so beautiful, more than I remembered. Her smile just lit up the room. We hung out for what seemed like hours. Which was nice because I had finally had an old friend I could confide in. She really helped me understand my life and how much my family really meant to me.
She defiantly made me happy. The kind of happy I haven't felt in a really long time. Which is horrible to say, because Shiloh used to be that girl. But, I felt this crazy real connection with Miley. But I know in my heart that Shiloh is all I need and she is all I ever want. Which Miley helped me realize.
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Never Giving Up On Us.
RomanceWill their love survive? Will they hold on? Justin gets back into old habits which results in Shiloh leaving. While they are apart they both run into old friends which gets them both into some trouble. They may be going through a rocky patch, but th...