Never Giving Up On Us.

Chapter 8(Shiloh's POV)

        When I heard Justin walk in the bathroom, I acted like I never heard anything. I wanted to be a little surprised as to what he would do. I had a feeling he would come in the shower with me but I wasn't sure. I felt really bad at what had happened with Austin last night but I didn't know how to tell Justin. I was so scared. I heard the shower door open and I started smiling. I knew what he wanted. He wanted make-up sex. That's the best kind of sex, with Justin. Because we both get our anger out and its the best most intense sex ever. I felt him grab my hips and I bit my lip when I felt his hard dick touch my butt, I turned around and slowly started making out with him. He stuck his dick in me and I moaned a little because he is so big and hard. I just can't ever take it quietly.

        Justin is my king, he always treats me like his queen. I made a horrible mistake last night. It was totally wrong. And I was disgusted with myself. But I just wanted to think of Justin and only Justin. He is my husband and he is the best one. I love him with every ounce of myself. And I never want what happened to happen ever again. When I told him I did something wrong, I knew he would be extremely curious about what I was talking about. I knew it would crush him, but he was with Miley. So, I wasn't the only one doing something I wasn't supposed to be doing. It takes two, well in our case, it takes four.

        A few hours later, I was down stairs cooking some breakfast/lunch. I just got back from dropping Janey and Robin off at daycare, so Justin and I could have some alone time. But I never knew our alone time would go the way it would. We never have alone time where we just talk/argue. I knew it was coming, I mean there is no way to avoid it. We needed to do this sooner or later, and sooner is better. I just hope we can work this out because I don't want this to end. I don't want to lose him over stupid stuff. None of it is worth our lives together. I fell in love with this man in a M&G for crying out loud! The same with him as well. I just want this all to end, so we can get back to being us. Which is happy and full of love for one another.

        Even though I told him we needed to still talk about everything we never did. I think we both just wanted to forget about everything and move on. I know it's important to talk about it, but it seems easier to just act like it never happen. Which is fine by me.

        A week has gone and I decided to treat myself to Starbucks. I just so happens to run into Miley there. This didn't make me to happy. She did sneak off with my husband as soon as he got off the plane. She is a good person, she just doesn't have the best intentions all the time. Justin and Miley are a lot alike in that way.  Which makes sense as to way they are such great friends. But she tried to ruin my marrige. That doesn't make me happy at all. So, I gave hr a go to hell look and just went on my way. I have nothing to say to her. Which, is for the best.