Never Giving Up On Us.

Chapter 7(Justin's POV)

        Instead of going home to Shiloh, I decided to stay at a hotel. So I get myself ready to go home, and Im a nervous reck. I really miss my love and my babies. And all I want is to put everything behind us and move on. And just be happy again. So as Im driving home, I pass a car that looked like Austin Mahone. I waved but he just looked away. I didn't think we had any more problem, but I guess I was wrong.

        I pulled up to my house and got out. I walked in the house and it was quiet. I walked up to my bedroom to find Shiloh still asleep. I walked over to her side and moved a little strand of hair out of her face. She was so gorgeous and peaceful sleeping. At that moment I fell in love with her even more than before. I walked to my side and got into bed. I wrapped my arm around her and fell alseep. I felt so much better like, we had already forgiven each other. But, I know whenwe wake up it'll be a different story.

        I woke up about an hour later, because I heard the water running. I got up, took my clothes off and walked into the bathroom. I shut the door quietly and locked it. The shower glass was foggy and I could see her silhouette. It turned me on, I walked closer an her back was facing me. So I quietly opened the shower door and stepped in. I grabbed her hips and pulled her into me. She put her hands on mine and turned around. She slowly leaned in and we started making out. It felt literally so good to feel the sparks again, nothing changed. 

        She still completely has my heart, and the love we made, made me realize I never want to lose her. She truly is the most amazing wife. She makes me want to be her idea of perfect.

I can't get over how much love I have for her. She has been my rock since day one. She is why I stayed strong and I continued to do what I love the most. Nothing in this world can compare to her, not anything. I swear she is an angel in disguise.

        Since I don't have my mom constantly around me anymore, Shiloh has kept me grounded. She has been able to keep me true to who I really am. She is such a blessing, and I never want to lose her. If I did, I wouldn't know how to cope with things. I would go crazy.

        "Shiloh, I love you so much. I hope you realize that, I just lost sight of everything for a minute. I'm so sorry I put you through all this. It hurts me to think I almost lost you. You are my world, my life. You help me be who I am. And I am very greatful that you put up with me like you do."

        -"I know, babe. I love you too. But we still have to talk this out, Because nothing you did was okay, and nothing I have done is okay either."

        When she said that I wondered what she was talking about. She didn't do anything wrong to me. She has been nothing but good to me. She treats me like a king. She loves me uncondintionally, what is she talking about.