Closer

Chapter 2: In My Shoes

"Viktor if you want I can go after your little boyf-"

"Get out Achim." Viktor said angrily.

"But," Achim started.

"I said get out!" Viktor shouted.

Achim said nothing, grabbed his belongings, and left

After Viktor was sure everyone was gone he began to sob.

"Yuri! I'm so sorry Yuri!" He screamed between sobs.

Viktor was just so depressed. Yuri had not attempted to have sex with him until a few weeks ago.

Was Yuri not attracted to him? Was Viktor so horrible that Yuri didn't want to make love to him?

Viktor and Achim began their relationship a little over two months ago.

Two months ago

Chris took Yuri and Viktor to a sex shop as a little joke, and Yuri reacted the way anyone that knew him would expect him to.

"This isn't funny you two!" Yuri said, his beet red face behind his hands.

"You're just so cute!" Viktor managed to get out in between chuckles. He really did mean it! Yuri was such a prude at times and that was adorable

Viktor's phone rang, it was Achim. 

"I have to take this call you two, but I'll be back," Viktor said as he slowly made his way out the door.

He slid the accept call button.

"What, Achim!" Viktor barked.

"Someone's a little feisty tonight~ I want you to come here and-" Achim started.

"No. I'm busy okay. I just... I have a lot on my plate okay?"

Viktor heard an angry grunt from the other side of the phone.

"You do this to me all the time Viktor! We met what? A month ago? And we haven't done a single thing! At least take me out or something!" Achim whined. Viktor looked into the window of the shop, Chris was feeling on Yuri's ass and as much as Viktor and Chris had love for each other, almost the same love brothers have,  he knew how much Chris loved sex more.

"Listen Achim, I'll see you in two weeks okay?" Viktor said and hung up the phone and walked back into the store.

When Viktor walked in he gave Chris a look, and Chris walked away grinning.

"That sly asshole," Viktor said under his breath.

"Vicchan is he always like this?" Yuri asked Viktor.

Viktor couldn't help but smile. Yuri was so innocent. So pure. He just wanted to love him.

"Like what?"

"Well so flirty and sexual! It's so strange!" Yuri practically shouted. Viktor could tell by his reaction after that he was checking to see if Chris had heard what he said.

Viktor knew exactly what to do. Yuri didn't like this place, it made him uncomfortable.

"I guess so, we can leave if you want~" Viktor said as he twirled a strand of Yuri's hair, a move that always seemed to work. He kind of wanted to leave too, just to be alone with Yuri.

"N-No, I would like to stay! I can handle this!"

Viktor heard the words come out of Yuri's mouth and immediately felt horrible. He wants Viktor to be happy... Viktor doesn't deserve that.

Viktor put on a fake smile and began to laugh...

Present day

Viktor's phone vibrated. It was Achim, again.

"Did you 'leave' something here?" Viktor said with disdain.

"No I want to apologize, I shouldn't have said that snarky line I said"

Viktor had to think about it...

"Oh, that's why you slip up and call me Yuri so often."

"Yeah well, it happened," Viktor sighed and sat on his bed, "I can't be mad at anyone else but myself right now." He wiped a few tears off his face, "I still can't believe you'd want to make it seem like we've done that before. You're so cruel."

Achim made somewhat of a cooing sound.

"Viktor, I'm sorry-"

Viktor hung up and began to cry again. He couldn't take being pitied.

Three weeks ago

Viktor knew he messed up this time. He messed up bad.

His fiancé was in the bathroom naked and afraid after Viktor tried to suck him off.

He pleaded for Yuri to come out, but Yuri wouldn't budge.

"I'm not coming out!" Yuri shouted from the other side of the door.

"Yuri please! I'm sorry I thought you were ready! I should have known and respected-" Viktor started, but suddenly the door flung open.

Yuri came on to Viktor kissing him harder than he ever had before.

And Viktor liked it.

He got excited and couldn't help but get a little hard.

Yuri then grabbed Viktor by the collar, dragged him into their bedroom and started to push Viktor's head down towards his crotch.

Yuri wanted to have sex with him out of pity, and Viktor knew it. He immediately lost any desire he had to do it at all.

"Yuri! I- Yuri wait!"

He decided to end it then, and told Yuri they should just get some rest. Yuri agreed, and it hurt Viktor so much. Yuri didn't want him...

Aching texted Viktor a lewd photo as Yuri got dressed.

"Who is that?" Yuri asked.

"Chris texted me."

Viktor was glad Yuri left it at that, and didn't push further. Had he, Viktor would've had to go deeper into his lie, something he was not used to doing.

Later that night

Once Viktor knew Yuri was asleep, he went on his phone and texted Achim back.

"Hey, Achim, come to my place in a few weeks, I think I'm ready for you."

Viktor couldn't see him, but he knew the German model was smiling deviously.

"Perfect, i'll be out there in three weeks."

Viktor felt guilty, but he felt worse thinking Yuri wasn't attracted to him. He had to do this, maybe he'll gain his self confidence back...

Present day

He had to find Yuri. He had to know, that was the first time. Achim was lying, and Viktor didn't mean to do what he did, it was a mistake, it really was.

He had to find Yuri and apologize.

Viktor put on some clothes, packed a small backpack and went looking for his fiancé.

"I'm coming for you Yuri," he said confidently in the doorway of his flat, "and I'm going to make things right!"