hometown // ethan cutkosky

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this whole week i was hanging out with violet and austin. and also with blake, when he needed. i really like them. i clicked with both of them really well. ethan has been doing his own thing lately. but we would talk once and while, but not all the time.

ashley has been with this boy, she told me but i forgot his name. but she's happy.

"hey there's this party tonight, we should go." violet said as she grabbed my hand. i nodded my head. "and bring your boy toy." she laughed. i smiled and shook my head no. "yeah we can finally meet him." austin said as he unlocked his car. "he's weird okay, that's all i have to say." i said as i we all got in the car. "i have to go get ready and ill tell my boy toy to take me." i smirked.

i called blake and he said he was down to go. and i cant help remember what happened at the last party. ethan. i rolled my eyes and started to get ready.

once ethan pops up in my head, he's never gonna get out.

me;
you going to the party?

ethan;
yeaahhh, will i see you there?

me;
yes!!

i smiled at the thought of him being there. i finished getting ready and blake was already waiting for me outside. i ran outside and jumped in the car. he kissed my cheek and started to drive.

we made it to the party. i could hear the loud music. once we entered the house blake's hand went on my waist as i guided us through the crowd. i spotted violet's grey hair and yelled out her name. she turned around and smiled. i waved. and she waved back. we found ourselves a empty couch and sat. i laid my head on his shoulder and a hand touched my arm. ethan!! i got up and hugged him. "ill go get you a drink." he yelled in my ear. i nodded my head and he disappeared.

someone else yanked me. it was violet. i hugged her and looked at blake on his phone. austin was behind her and i hugged him too. i tapped on blake's knee and told all of them to follow me.

we made it to the backyard and violet and austin greeted themselves to blake. i was nervous, i dont ever know what blake thinks. he never tells me anything. he smiled. he smiled!!!! they hit it off. i was just listening to their conversation. and i spotted ethan. i ran after him. "hey etha—" then he spilled the drinks he had in his hands for us all over me. "oh shit luna— i know where the bathroom is come on." he rushed me into the bathroom. acting as if i was bleeding out. i sat on the counter as ethan dried me off with a decorative towel. "im sorry." he giggled. "hey no!! thanks for drying me off." i punched his shoulder.

he rolled his eyes and i was pretty much good. it was just a little wet. i looked for blake. i found austin and violet. they said he went off to go get a drink. "ethan is there a bathroom up stairs?" i asked. he nodded his head.

i started to head up the stairs, since there was no sign of him downstairs.

there was so many doors and people. i opened about 3 and there were four more. i opened a door and i jumped to see people on the bed.

"were busy here." the guy shouted. i slammed the door. wait.

that sounded like... blake. my heart started pounding. i grab the door knob and take a deep breath. i open the door and turn on the lights.

its him. i turn the lights off and slam the door once again. i run down the stairs. nearly falling. with watery eyes.

i cant breathe. everything sounds so far away. everything going in slow motion. i get outside and just bawl my eyes out.

i walk around the house to the front. still crying. why didn't i go and fucking do anything? why the fuck was i just frozen there. i tighten my fist and turn around and see ethan.

"andrea?" he raises an eyebrow and run towards me. tears still going down my face. he just hugs me.