hometown // ethan cutkosky

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"i love you baby." blake said as he hugged me i hugged back and planted a kiss on his cheek.

it's breaking me. knowing he's lying. knowing he would do a thing like that to me. and hide it from me.

its been a week. i see him, there cheating on me all the time. he let go of me. "i have to go, ill see you later." he kissed me and walked out my room.

i grabbed my phone. and called ethan.

"ethan?"

"what's up?"

"you still having that party this weekend?"

"yeah. the plans' gonna work andrea."

"okay..."

he hung up and i laid on my bed. all that ran through my head is blake...

-

"yeah ethan's having a party, we need to go!!" i tell blake as we got our food. "i don't know, i wanna take a break from parties." i wonder why. "come on blakey,, for me." i gave him the puppy eyes. "fine sure, but im only staying there for a while." , "thank you i love you." i hugged him.

-

it was the day of the party and i was at ethan's house helping set up everything. my eyes start tearing up. i start balling my eyes out. ethan comes to me and hugs me. "dude, fuck blake. and the fact that he still hasn't told you. he's a dick." i nod my head and wipe my tears away.

ethan lets go of me. i kiss him. its always been ethan. but i cant live in the past. but this is the only thing that matters to me. ethan. its been you. i let him go and run out the house.

i have to get ready.

i got ready and blake came to pick me up. i just got in the car and said hi. no kiss. he started to drive and i texted ethan.

its still on.

we made it and so much people. we were walking in silence. since we parked far away. we made it into the house and i looked back at blake and he looked down at me and raised an eyebrow. "im gonna go look for ash. she's definitely here." i yelled in his ear. he shrugged his shoulders and let go of my hand. i laughed.

i started to look around she wasnt in the house. but i saw her outside by a pool. she looked at me and looked away fast. i walked towards her. "hey ash!!" i shouted as i got closer. she turned around to face me. she gave me a faint smile.

"funny seeing you here." i laughed. "yeah me and ethan made up, and he invited me." , "thats really go—" , "andrea. can i talk to you?" , "yeah what's up?" , "how do i tell you this." i raised an eyebrow. someone grabbed my shoulder and it was ethan. "wait a second ash is gonna tell me something." ethan nodded.

ash was looking at the floor avoiding eye contact with ethan. he left and she looked back up.

"i—i had sex with....." i nodded my head. "i had sex with blake." she looked down. my eyes widen. i just walked away. at the party.. it was her... she was... it had to be her.

my eyes start to tear up. and i accidentally bump into someone i look up and its ethan. i grab his hand. we start walking through the house and i take him upstairs. we were in his room. i laid my head on his lap. he played with my hair as i cried for a bit and then told him the story.

he was speechless.