hometown // ethan cutkosky

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"so how are you and blake?" ethan asked while he worked on the floor. "do you think i rushed things?" i asked him hanging upside down from my bed. he sat up and looked over at the door avoiding eye contact. "well, do you want me to be honest?" , "yes! enough with the questions, go." i sat on the floor with him. "well first, i dont trust him with you.. he's what you call a... player." ethan couldn't look into my eyes.

is he lying?

"so? i didnt rush things?" , "yeah you kinda did. if i was blake, i would have stopped myself. and like just had a thing with you. cause how many dates did you guys on? and you only met him a couple of months ago." he blurted out. he was right. but, i mean.. im not gonna break up with him. i think i do like him, and were already in a relationship. so why end it. i might as well just take it slow from here.

"thanks cutkosky." i smile and hug him. "im always here to talk." he hugged back. "its all up to you if you wanna keep going at it or just end it though." he added. "ill just slow things down."

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blake came to pick me up so we can have a little movie night. and whenever i look at him. just the whole "player" thing ethan said just pops up in my head.

"were home alone so dont worry about my parents or something." blake jumped on his bed. he turned on the tv. and already had the movie we both decided on ready. i put my bag down.

ethan's pov.

i frowned at ashley. "there is no more us." i kinda yelled at her.

she begged me to meet her up at the park so we can talk for the 100th time. "b—b—but ethan." she began to cry. i grabbed her and hugged her. "i know you love me and all, but... things changed. and you changed. i changed. i got a lot of thinking done. dont cry over me ashley. im not worth it." she slowly stopped sobbing.

"you're such a dick ethan. forget everything." she pushed me off of her. i already did that once.