Talk dirty to me (boyxboy) Larry Stylinson

Chapter twelve

Harry's point of view.

It's really quiet at the dinner table and nobody is saying anything. I think mum felt the tension between me and Louis because she is just staring down at her food. She tried a couple times to start up a conversation but we just gave her simple answer or a hum so I guess she gave up. I coughed to get, well anyone's attention. My mom looked up at me with a worried look. "Did you choke on your food, Darling?" Mum asked. I scratched my neck and coughed again but this time in embarrassment.

¨Um no... um can I get the ketchup?¨ I asked as I pointed at the ketchup that stood right in front of Louis. Mum looked at Louis to see if he would hand over the ketchup bottle to me but soon realized that he wasn't going to give me the ketchup bottle so she sighed. My mum reached over the dinner table, trying to take the ketchup bottle but she didn't reach it and she was just about to get out of her chair and take the bottle of ketchup when Louis sighed and handed me the ketchup bottle. My mum sat down again and I took the ketchup and said a small ¨thanks¨ in Louis direction. Louis looked up at me for the first time since our almost kiss and gave me a smile.

I smiled back and looked down at my food. I poured some ketchup on my food and placed it back on the table. The little ¨Thanks¨ to Louis didn't change anything we kept ignoring each other through the rest of the dinner. ¨Can I go from the table?¨ I asked when I had eaten up the food on my plate. ¨Yeah sure but Gemma are coming home soon. I told her you were coming to visit so she made time to come home to see you.¨ Mum said and looked over at Louis and added. ¨And you¨ Louis smiled and stood up with me and we both placed our plates in the dishwasher. I walked up the stairs with Louis close behind me.

I stopped at my door which were the first door up on the second floor. I turned to Louis and he stopped because I was blocking his way to the guest room. ¨We need to talk¨ I said to Louis and he looked almost frightened for a while but soon the look turned in to a nervous one as he sighed and walked in to my room without giving me an answer. I walked in after him and closed the door. I stayed by the door with my back towards Louis to come up something to say or do now since I didn't think he would agree to talk. Should I tell him that I'm hopeless in love with him or just lie and tell him I don't have any feelings for him and go back to being best buddies?

What if I tell him I like him and he says he just wanted to experiment to see if he were gay or that he just wanted to see if I had feelings for him because he have pointed out that I have been acting weird around him. I should just ask him why he did it. Yeah that sounds like a plan. I turned to Louis who now sat on my bed. I breathed in a heave sigh and walked over to Louis to start to question him about the almost kiss. I thought that if I stood up instead of sitting down beside him and not be at the same level as him then it wouldn't be as awkward but god how wrong I was. It was still so awkward.

¨I...Why-¨ I sighed as I gave up in trying to form a really sentence and sat down beside Louis on the bed and carded my fingers through my hair. ¨This shouldn't be so difficult to talk about. Come on we have known each other for four years. We're best friends¨ I said and turned to Louis for reassuring but Louis looked down at his hands in his lap. My eyes wandered to his lips and for a short moment I wondered if it would be so bad just to kiss him and see how he reacts. I mean he would get the message that I like him, hopefully. So that was what I did, I took his chin in my hand and turned his head to face me and leaned in.

Louis didn't show any signs on pulling away so I went for it and hoped for the best. I kissed Louis William Tomlinson and he didn't pull away, no he deepened the kiss.

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