I never knew, I'd put myself into this predicament..... I was confused and anger at this stage... Yet I didn't show that I was any of that, all I showed was nothing...
Nothing whatsoever... Justin had come up to me this morning. Yet he didn't seem anger and or upset... It was a look that related to mine...
Disappointment, we were both disappointed in what we both did, yet also of what we didn't do..... We didn't take action of what had the both of as trapped...
We both loved the same person, yet not in the same way..
We were both broken.... But I knew what he did... And what he didn't do....
He helped kill Hannah Baker, and he didn't consider to stop her from doing it...
I couldn't stand staring at him for less that 0.03 seconds...
So I left him, in the courtyard... Alone... I didnt say a word. Yet just up and left..
I rushed to my home room, pulling my bag strap closer to my chest, pressing my lips together harshly.
"Marie!?" My head snapped up at the sound of my name. My green orbs burning into a soft set of hazelnut ones. Tony he had stood at the end of the lockers, he smirked at me as he walked towards me, his smirk softly turning into a grin
I smiled sheepishly at him, biting my bottom lip nervously. Why the fck am I nervous for, it's only Tony.
I smiled weakly at him as he approached me. His grin then turned into a sweet and soft smile.
"Hey, H-how have you been?" Tony asked shyly, I shrugged mentioning him to walk with me to our home room.
"I-I don't know anymore" I said lightly, I glanced up at Tony, and lightly smiled.
"How are you?" I asked Tony lightly shrugged in response.
"I don't really know either" he said back, I softly took in a short breath.
"It's okay to not be okay right?" I asked Tony looked at me, with those sad glum eyes.
"Y-yeah. Sure.... I mean we could be not okay together if you want?" I laughed lightly at Tony, he chuckled at me. We both looked away from each other and down at our feet.
"Do you remember what I said Marie?" Tony suddenly said, my eyes fluttered up at him.
"Umm.. I sort a have a lot of things on my mind right now" I giggled Tony nodded understanding.
"Yeah, sorry shah well what I think you'd have a few idea in remembering is, that I am always here for you Marie... Whether I'm at school or at home.. I'm here for you I want you to know that.. " I weakly smiled at Tony, leaning my head on his shoulder before his head laid on mine.
And his arm wrapped around my waist oh so lightly.
"Thank you" I replied in a sigh. Closing my era lightly at how tired I felt.
"Didn't sleep well there Red?" I smiled at the nickname and nodded my head. Tony lightly pulled me closer to him. I laughed.
I kept my eyes shut as Tony led up to our home room, quietly and gently, he guided me, there safely.
I was happy Tony didn't ask why I hadn't had enough sleep, yet I believe he already knew.
What's up guys, I apologize to those who think I've disappeared at a few points. But I'd like to say that I am alive and am healthy.... I think. Maybe not the healthy bit.... I eat way to much pancakes soooooo.
Ahah also school is back and it sucks, like every semester. Yet I am sort of happy with the frees I have... So I write in those...
I do it for y'all.... I love you guys and I hope y'all have enjoined my book so far.. Ahah also if you haven't checkout my other book Elapsed please check it out...
For some reason I prefer this book over the other one to be honest....
What do you think?¿
