13 Reasons Why (I Love You)

Reason #5

I woke up that morning, not feeling very well but still decided to go to school. I opened the door and saw Wonwoo standing there with a cheerful smile. I smiled back at him and he asked, "Are you okay? You don't look fine"

I wave my hands at him saying that I'm fine and we walked to school together. We arrived a bit late and rushed to our class. Even Sumin asked whether I'm fine or not but like always I said I was fine Do I look that bad. "Miss Ahn, you are called to the office" our teacher called out for me. I sighed and got up.

When I reached there, the principal looked at me very seriously. I sat down and avoid her stare, "Miss Ahn did you do what I told you?"

I looked up and nodded, "Of course Mrs. Lee", she looked at me suspiciously. "But Changkyun said you didn't"

I stared at her shocked, "Mrs. Lee I did tutor him and went to his house! Believe me!" I almost shouted. She shook her haid, "I'm sorry Miss Ahn, but I need you to go for detention and maybe I'll cut down some of yout marks for the upcoming exam. From now on, you should just tutor Changkyun after school at the library, I'll checked up on you guys. To know that you really did your job"

My mouth agape, "But Mrs. Lee! You can't just cut my marks! I really DID tutor him!" I shouted angrily. After realising my actions, I bowed my head saying sorry. She dismissed me and I swear I almost cried. Changkyun you fucker.

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"I heard Miss Australia got detention" some girls giggled, whispers surround the school. I ignored them and continued my way towards someone. They were acting sweetly and I almost gagged at the scene. "Jaeho" I blurted out. The both of them stopped what they are doing and looked at me, "Oh Eli! Wassup" he greeted me. I scoffed and took out something from my pockets, "Here, your spec." I handed it out to him. He refuses to take it, so I took his hand and place it on his palm before walking away.

After that I went to the cafeteria and saw that certain someone who ruined my grades and reputation. "Hey Changkyun and friends" I looked at them one by one with a smirk on my face. I took his drink, "Oooh, what's this? Can I have some?" without waiting for his reply, I took a sip from his drink. "Damn taste kinda good, but it's better if you're with it" With that I pour his drinks on him. Now everyone was looking at me.

Changkyun cursed under his breath while glaring at me, "What you wanna fight?" I challenge him. "You're not worth my fight Eli" he groaned. He stood up and I pushed him, "You fucker! What did I fucking do to you. You ruined my grades, my reputation and now what?! What's your move next!? I'm tired of this! If you hate me that much why don't you just killed me!" I yelled in frustration. My face was a mess, tears covering my angry face. I looked around me and everyone has that judging look except for Sumin and Ju Hyeon, they had worried face. Wonwoo also stared at me worriedly. When I stared back at him, he looked down quickly, avoiding my gaze. Why aren't you doing anything? I ran away from the cafeteria, almost bumped into Jaeho and his 'girlfriend'. Jaeho stopped to look back at me but Hankyung kept on dragging him. I went up to the rooftop and sat at the edge of the building.

[Warning! Suicide scene, do skip if you feel uncomfortable.]

I took out a blade from my pocket, Eli you don't need to do this. I cried hard. I placed the blade on my wrist. I looked back at the rooftop entry, waiting for someone, anyone to chase after me... 1.....2.....3.....4.....5..... too late. With that I slit my wrist, I moaned in pain but muffled it by biting my lips. I dropped the blade when the pain was too much, blood rolled down my wrist, I breathed hard, I'm sorry.. am I going to die? I blacked out landing on my bed and my legs hanging at the edge of the bulding.

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[3rd Person-POV]

The cafeteria had quiet down, Wonwoo sat there playing with his food. He was not feeling good about what had happened. "Yo Wonwoo, everything okay?" Joshua who sat opposite to him asked. "Not sure man.." he sighed and got up "I need to go for a while" he rushed to the table where Sumin and Ju Hyeon sat at, "Err guys, do you know where Eli is at?". Both Sumin and Ju Hyeon looked up at him and shook their heads. "I don't feel good about this" He said to them. "Same..should we go look for her?" Sumin said. The three of them looked everywhere for her but couldn't find her.

"Any ideas where she at?" Wonwoo asked them, panting. "The rooftop.. we haven't search there" Ju Hyeon blurted out. Recess almost ending, they rushed to the rooftop. Sumin saw blood pooling at the corner, she went there "Oh my god" she gasped before kneeling down next to Eli who was lying there looking lifeless and blood pooling around her arm. Sumin cried for the two of them to come there. The both of them gasped at the scene and rushed to her sides. "Eli...wake up!" Wonwoo shook her gently but she wasn't responding. Ju Hyeon checked her pulse, "She's still breathing but it doesn't feel good. It's slowing down"

Wonwoo looked up at him, "Ju Hyeon go call the teacher or anyone! Please!" Ju Hyeon rushed out the rooftop to call for help. "Omg Eli.. please hang there.. I'm sorry" Sumin cried hard while hugging Eli's body. Wonwoo looked at Sumin's crying state and Eli's lifeless state, he looks away Oh gosh.. Eli I'm sorry.

Eli was so in a terible state so she was brought to the hospital instead of the infirmary. Wonwoo, Sumin and Ju Hyeon stayed there with her while waiting for her mom to come. 'I didn't knew she would do these things.." Ju Hyeon said. "Nobody knew Hyeon.." Sumin said sadly, she was sitting next to Eli while helding her hand. Wonwoo just sat there quietly, starring at the scene in front of him. He sighed, She's hiding something

Reason #5

"You don't know what goes on in anyone's life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person's life, you're not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can't be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person's life, you're messing with their entire life. Everything. . . affects everything."