9/5/17
Things are both bad and good.
I've got good friends but I cant shake the feeling that some actually dont even want to be my friends anymore, and that everyone is just putting up with me because they'd feel bad otherwise.
I'm playing music and singing and having a whole heckload more inspiration for all that stuff and I'm writing a lot of things too.
Eh heck I might as well make a list.
GOOD THINGS
- I'm not sad
- My art has improved and me and The_Ghost_King_13 made cool characters (Banjo, Fuel, Fireplace, Camel)
- A friend gave me her guitar
- I'm playing more music
- I feel better than I did Feb-March
- I got a rlly good sports bra (did i mention this) and it works almost as good as my very stretched out binder
- I'm getting around to learning sheet music
- I don't think those who I thought hated me a bit ago still do
- I finished my lil notebook thing
BAD THINGS
- I literally feel nothing to the point where every emotion I portrayed today was very much forced
- I think I was meant to be sad today because I full on had tears running down my face this morning
- I think a different, more important (to me) set of people now hate me lmao
- I keep forgetting to eat
- When I remember to eat food makes me feel really ill anyway
- I'm getting distracted too easily
- I'm tired all of the time
- I miss everything how it used to be before everyone started falling out and changing
Allow me to be edgy lol
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Mikey
YOU ARE READING
this is not a diary
Randomit's a journal and i am rather tired of people from real life finding this and being twatty jesus let me have an escape this is one of the things that kept me going for years. anyways, hi there i am mikey. i write about my very nondramatic life in a...
