I'm Sorry?

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Abuse warning
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Daisy's POV
"I love you too." I said
"Aww relationship goals." Laura screeched
So everyone went home and Tom went to bed I wasn't in the mood to sleep i'm too depressed.
"Hey what's wrong." Harrison asked
"Idk?" I said looking at him
"Babe I love you so much I love you, I love you Daisy Sky Johnson please let me help fix you." He said hugging me for dear life
"I love you too and Harrison I need time to fix myself a little bit before I bring you more into this." I said trying not to cry
"I'm always here." He said
"I know you are." I said looking at the fire
"You know it's not your fault your parents died that night." He said
"Yes it is if I never yelled at them for protecting him they would have never walked out that door to go for a drive and get into that accident." I cried
"Love, you couldn't have known about anything your not a superhero who can tell the future." He said
"Ik but your a superhero your my superhero." I said
"Love, your mine too I was a mess not talking for you for the time you were with that monster." He stated
"I was too." I cried
"Let it out he can't touch you now I won't let him." He whispered
"What if your not their and he finds me and he-" I cried
"Stop thinking about that Tom and I are always with you 24/7 you don't need to worry."
"Okay." I said
"Want to go swimming now?" He asked
"No I just want to sit here with you." I said moving my head more into his chest
"Okay that's fine by me as long as I'm with you." He laughed
"They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need." I sang
" I thought you weren't in the mood for singing."
"I'm not I just have that song stuck in my head."I said
"Why I haven't heard that song in forever."
"Well it reminds me of us so I have been listening to it lately." I said
"Do you still know it on guitar?" He asked
"Yea i'll play it another night it's getting late, can you carry me to bed." I said
"Yea sure" Harrison laughed
We went to bed and I woke up the next morning at 8 which was weird since I didn't go to bed till 3 in the morning but it's whatever. I went downstairs and saw Tom.
"Hey dais how you feeling."
"Shitty but that's not anything new." I sighed
"Hey he can't do anything to you anymore we are here I'm fucking Spider-Man nobody can hurt me." He laughed
"Oh yea your spidey."
"Spidey?" He question
"No one has ever called you that?" I asked
"Like once or twice but only you can call me that now." He laughed
"Okay deal if I here someone call you spidey I'm kicking their ass." I laughed
"Deal."
"So what time do you need to leave looking at the clock and reading 8:15."
"Oh shit about 15 minutes ago I got to run." He said giving me a quick hug and ran out the door forgetting his keys.
I ran after him to give him his keys so he didn't have to run back inside.
"Hey Spidey forget something." I waved the keys in the air
"Spidey thanks you" he laughed as I tossed the keys and he caught them
"See ya later Spidey."
"Bye dais"
I walked back inside and took a shower and cleaned the house a little bit then made Harrison pancakes then brought them up to his room, our room? I don't even know anymore.
"Babe get up someone is in the house." I yelled
"What hold on stay here." He said jumping up
"I'm joking sit your ass back down." I laughed
"Wow okay"
"I made you pancakes here." I gave him the pancakes
"Omg your the best girlfriend ever." He hugged me and kissed my cheek
"Hey no I'm not I made you these this is my way of thanking you for yesterday."
"Yes you are and no problem that's what I'm for."
"No your here to be Toms assistance and be adorable."
"There's that word again." He laughed
"Wow okay Clay." I laughed
"Hey you said adorable I just went with it." He laughed
"Want to go swimming when your done eating?"
"Sure."
"Okay let me go change."
"I like that outfit." He said pointing at my clothes
"Thanks"
I had a ACDC crop top on and a pair of shorts with a red flannel around my waist. I changed and went downstairs to find Haz already in the pool. My cuts were still open so I just couldn't get my wrist wet.
"Babe don't get my wrist wet." I said walking in the pool
"I wasn't planning on too." He said bringing me the pizza floating
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Sure"
"What was the four years like without me." I said laying on the pizza
"It was kinda weird actually, we were inseparable from brith pretty much when we first came here I kept calling Tom's ex Daisy cause she was around a lot and she looked like you, so when filming was done we came back the night we got back you called me I was shocked worried and excited all at the same time, I still kept your number in my phone. I hoped all the time you would walk through the door and it would be the three of us against the world again but you didn't." He sighed
"Hey I'm here now it's Spider-Man, Quake, and Harrison against the world."
"Quake?" He laughed
"Yea the main character in Agents Of Shield is name Daisy Skye Johnson and her superhero name is Quake." I said
"Um okay." He laughed
"I guess it was meant to be" I laughed
"So what actually happened with Anthony." He question
"Haz not yet"
"Okay"
"So what do you want to do while we here before we go to NYC?" I asked
"I don't know." He said
"I just want to spend time with you and Tom before Tom gets big because when he does I know things will change I just want him to stay the same I don't want things to change." I sighed
"Tom isn't going to change we already talked about it, we plan on keeping our lives as private as possible besides posting stuff on social media." He said
"But the fame changes people." I said
"Hey we got him if he changes I'll smack the shit out him." He laughed
"Okay."
We feel asleep on the raft under the water fall. How I woke up it burned and sucked.
Tom told Laura not to do it but she did it anyway. She didn't know so I'm not going to get mad but Harrison did and it wasn't good.
Harrison's POV
"Everyone get your ass inside now." I yelled when I came up from the water
"Hey babe are you okay?" I asked her trying to find something to dry off her wrist.
"Yea I'm fine just need to dry off." She said getting out of the pool
"Here." I handed her my towel
"What are you going to say to them?" She asked
"I don't know I thought you would help me with that." I laughed
"Oh well I don't want to tell them and I really hate getting hurt so let's have another tea time." She smiled walking inside to get Tom.
"You know I'm getting sick of this tea time." I said annoyed
"Well what am I supposed to do." She yelled
"Well maybe if you didn't cut this wouldn't be happening maybe if you weren't a fucking depressed lost puppy this wouldn't be a problem." I yelled
"Oh so you think I'm a lost puppy that doesn't know how to take care of myself well then bye Harrison fuck you."she yelled in my face pushing me
"Bye then cause I don't need you might as well go kill yourself cause no one wants to fucking take care of you I do it cause I feel sorry." I yelled
I hit her why the fuck would I hit her the look she gave me was disgusting why the fuck would I touch her I feel so fucking horrible why the fuck did I do that.
"I knew it you are just like Anthony bye I'm leaving." She ran in the house as I chased after her
"Daisy I didn't mean to." I yelled as she ran from the house
"What the fuck happened?" Tom asked
"I fucking hit her I just got so mad I hit her." I yelled
"Harrison what the fuck why did you hit her." Tom yelled
"I don't know I just got so mad I'm such a fucking idiot."
"Guys you need to leave sorry I need to figure this out." Tom said
"We can go look for Daisy." Laura said grabbing her keys
"That would be great thanks call us if you find her, she likes parks so go check those first." Tom said
They left as I fell to the ground why the fuck am I such an idiot.
"You're lucky I haven't kicked your ass yet." Tom yelled
"Tom shut up." I said
"Don't fucking tell me to shut up I didn't touch her you did even when you know we just got her back she might kill herself now." He screamed
"Don't say that I told her too do it if does it I wouldn't be able to live with myself." I yelled getting up looking for the keys
"You told her to fucking kill herself okay if the cast and I don't find her and she is okay I'm sending your ass back to London and don't even think about talking to me again also you are not leaving till we find her cause I can't even stand the sight of you right now and I don't think she does ether." He yelled walking out the door
"I'm not going to jut sit here." I followed him
"Yes you are and she isn't going anywhere near you for a while." He said getting in his car
What the fuck am I supposed to do?
Daisy's POV
I ran and I ran I didn't know what else I was supposed to do. I ran for awhile I didn't know where I was I didn't care I had a lot of miss calls from everyone. I found a park and just sat on the swings and just thought about everything he told me. You're a depressed puppy just go kill your self I only felt bad for you that's why acted like I cared. I was bawling at this point I finally called Z.
"Daisy where are you Tom and the rest of us are looking for you." She said worried
"Umm I don't know I think the park is called Rockwell." I said trying not to break down again
"We were heading there anyways we are like a minute away just hold on." She said calmly
"Okay."
When they arrived Z and Laura ran out of the car and hugged me which made me start crying again.
"What happened." Laura asked
"I'll explain when I'm with Tom." I said getting in the car
"Okay I'll call him and tell him I found you an tell him to meet us at the house." Z said
"Okay." I said
So we got home Tom was already there we pulled up in the driveway and Tom ran outside and almost knocked me to the ground he just wrapped his arms around me and I lost in I clasped in his arms and started crying.we stood there for about five minutes.
"Let's go inside." He said letting go of me
"Is he in there."I asked wiping my eyes
"Yea but I told him not to go near you or I'll send his ass back to London." He said
"I ready to tell them everything explain everything tell him he can come down but just don't come near me not yet." I walked inside
"Okay just go sit on the couch." He walks up the stairs
So when Harrison and Tom came down the stairs I didn't even look at Harrison everything just came out my mouth what Anthony did to me what I had to go through what happened to my parents everything in my life I just explained to 4 people Z, Laura, Jacob, Tom, and Harrison. Three of them I trust one I can't even speak his name but I love them all so much. By the end of what I was saying everyone was in tears Z and Laura came over and apologized for everything and gave me a hug Jacob did the same. Tom just sat there in disgust and sorrow he felt bad and couldn't do anything for me I just went from behind him and told him I was okay and not to worry and I love him. Now Harrison's turn oh god what am I going to do he was just shocked he just stood their he didn't know what else to do he was mad at himself for what he did and broken. I just waited till everyone to left after I told them I was going to bed cause I wanted to talk to him.
"I'm so so so fucking sorry." He tried hugging me but I stepped back and Tom got up.
"Tom I'll meet you upstairs I'll yell if I need you." I said
"I get your sorry I get that you didn't mean it and I should of just told them but you still did it and you can't take that back even though you want to you can't Harrison we should take a break I still love you and I always will I always have but I just need to think about this." I cried this is he hardest thing I've done in my life I didn't want to do it but I had to.
"If that's what you want like I've been telling you my heart will always be waiting for you." He said with tears falling off his face.
"We will still see each other around the house just give me time just don't do anything stupid." I said
"If you want the bear I got you in 8th grade it's on your bed like it was when you lived with your parents." He said
"Oh I thought I lost that I got really upset." I said climbing the stairs
"Nope I guess there are still innocents in all of us." He laughed wiping away the tears
"You're right we are still children, goodnight Harrison." I said grabbing my bear and walking to Toms room.
"Love you." He said shutting his door.
Tom was pacing back and forth waiting for me to come in here like he knew I would.
"Hey Tom can I sleep in here?" I asked as he look up
"Yea I was waiting for you to come up here and ask that." He laughed
"I know I'll explain tomorrow what happened on the way to set tomorrow, I'm tired and I want to go to bed." I said rolling into the bed.
"Goodnight Daisy."
"Goodnight Spidey." I smiled
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I know Harrison would never do anything like that's but it just went with the story so whatever is in this story is mostly fake besides the characters minus Daisy if anything happens in real life then it's by coincidence.
Hope everyone is in joining the story.
Peace, Love and Positivity.✌🏼️❤️

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