The lost meaning of Love.(on Hold)

Chapter 12

"Because you, Jillian Baten, are going to save the world."

Those words. the words I couldn't get out of my head for days. Ever since the first day I ended up in this place. I know your probably as confused as I am. William told me that it was my destiny to end up here in this place. why? I have no stinking idea.

He said That it was Gods plan for me to help innocent people. I couldn't argue with that. I just don't understand barely anything that is going on.

I start training to be a 'spy' tomorrow. Today I'm supposed to go shopping to find more leather suits. oh joy. A lady probably in her 30's is going to help me. Her name is Rose. Short for Rosalinda. She's Mexican yes. She told me she's been here for 7 years. She's really nice. She is also supposed to help me with my problem. that is being Anorexic. I'm glad though. no ones ever tried to help me.

"Jill?" Rose interrupts my thoughts.

"Hm?" I say, were in the room where I woke up on my first day, my room.

"Are you ready to go?" She asks gesturing towards the door.

Rose really is beautiful, she has Dark brown eyes and Black shiny wavy hair. she is well, what prevented boys would say, hot. I would kill to be Mexican, well full Mexican my mother is Mexican but my father is white. Anyways. she has on a similar leather suit, similar to the one I was wearing on my first day. Except the one I'm wearing a white leather vest. my stomach is bare. the vest only reaches down and stops right above my stomach.

I didn't pick it out, Rose did. trust me I would have never picked this out for myself. Huh, it didn't look so bad.

"Jill?" Rose said again.

I looked up at her. "oh yeah I'm sorry."

"Are you okay Jill?" She says as she grabs her purse off of the small white table. of course, it's white.

"Yeah, just-" I start.

"Scared, confused. I know I was. It's fine, these people are great." She fills me with hope.

One thing I don't understand is why Dylan was hiding from them.

What happened?

"Yeah" I sigh.

"Come on. let's go shopping it will cheer you up." she says and gives a friendly smile.

"Okay." I grin. I have never been shopping anywhere besides those places that give away free stuff to poor people. but that wasn't even shopping, because I didn't have to pay for it.

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"Oh, I like that one!" Rose exclaims clapping her hands together as I come out in a red and black leather outfit.

"Really?" I say, I know it's true because she totally outed me on the last two hideous ones.

"Yes! now try this last one on!" She said handing me a bright green suit.

"What? it's green!" I say totally repulsed.

"And? just try it!" she says with a pity face.

"Fine." I sigh.

I go back into my dressing room and take off the red and black suit to put it back on the hanger.

I grimace at my body. Yellowing bruises are at random places all over me. I sigh and put on the green suit.

It isn't so bad. it's cute but it would be better in red. it's a tube top with tight skinny leather matching pants. The color is gross with my skin.

I walk out and Rose makes a face, I can't help but smile. "Do they have it in red?" I ask.

"Yes, one sec." she said getting up as leaving int! the store.

I walk back into the dressing room and take off the stupid green suit and wait for the red suit.

"Knock Knock Knock"

"Hey Jill, I got the red suit." Rose says outside the door.

"Okay, thanks." I say and crack the door grabbing the suit and quickly closing the door back. I am so shy when it comes to my body.

This red suit is much better than that ugly green color. so I decide to also get the outfit in black and white. since me and Rose both fell in love with the style. she even got a white one.

Now we were walking around the large building that I was told is underground. These people are super secretive. but this place is full of spy's from all across the country.

"Do you want a cup of coffee?" Rose asks.

"Sure, Isn't Dylan supposed to meet us there?" I say, one of my conditions to this was seeing Dylan. and I won that condition. haha.

"Yep, just making sure you still wanted some." she smiles.

"Yep!" I say in a cheerful tone.

This place kinda reminds me of a hospital, all of the white walls. It's like three stories high. there's clear lights that hang down in different lengths. and lastly, well not totally, but the last thing I've noticed is the food mart. it has multiple tables everywhere and well food.

And there he is, Dylan. oh, there's a girl running towards him. she hugs him tightly and he kisses her on the forehead. my heart sinks in my chest. he's with another girl, he just kissed her on the forehead.

Rose and I walk towards the two.

"Hey Jill." he smiles.

"Hi." I say, no smiling.

"This is my Sister, Mary. Mary this is Jill." he says. Thank goodness. I sigh of relief and stick my hand out to greet her.

But she wraps her tiny arms around my waist. wow she is welcoming. I like her already.

"Hi Jill." she says and pulls from our hug.

"Hi Mary, it's nice to meet you." I smile.

"You too, well I've got to go bye guys." She says and skips off to who knows where.

I turn to Dylan. "I missed you so much!" I say and jump into his arms putting my legs around his waist. he hugs me tightly and I hug him back.

Sometimes hugging feels better thank Kissing, I don't know why. But Dylan thinks otherwise.

He puts me down and wraps his long arms around me and presses his warm lips to mine. I kiss him back passionately. wanting this moment to last forever. to increase those chances I wrap my arms around his neck and press my lips harder onto his.

Rose awkwardly clears her throat and Dylan and I pull away from our kiss.

Wow Rose, Thanks.

"Well, I'll just go get some coffee what do you like?" she asks both of us.

"Um, Hazelnut cream please." Dylan says.

"Okay, what about you Rose?" She asks looking towards me.

"Um, I guess the same." I smile.

"Okay, I'll be right back!" she chimes and walks away.

Dylan kisses me on the cheek and we sit down.

"Jill I need to talk to you." He says, his face very serious.