I am a BOY

Well, fuck my life

Hey, sorry for not writing, but I've been busy and not much has happened.
So, I'm an idiot and the girl I was crushing on has a boyfriend, so yeah, I am no longer trying to impress her or something like that, but someone else has entered my life and oh god has he turned my world upside down.
I play guitar, and I go to an academy to learn, and there's this guy who I've just seen run to his class and out. He's lightning quick. And I mean, he's good looking and all, so I started to get interested in him...from afar, not too much, but not too little. I could still live my life normally. The first day we "talked" I told him that I liked his bracelet (a Fall Out Boy one), and left the conversation there, the second time we talked he told me about FOB new song (Young and Menace which is really cool, although some people didn't like it.). Then the last time we talked was yesterday, I was going to pay for the month of classes and stuff like that, he approached the desk because he was paying too (he plays the drums), he asked me about my opinion about TØP, I said I love them and from there we talked like old friends about bands... (keep in mind I didn't even know his name), we kept talking and I ended with a massive crush on this guy. And well, shit, I wanted to talk to him today also, but he left before my class ended. I was in a bad mood after that, a really bad mood, I am not usually like this. I am usually the "meh, okay" type and forget about it. But with him it is all different, he's so easy to approach and talk to. I hate falling for someone like this, but here I am, falling for someone I hardly even know...fuck my life.