Dan's POV
Me, Phil and PJ had gone to Chris's house for Valentines Day because he had recently broken up with his long term boyfriend. I never really liked Pieter, he treated Chris badly, he never appreciated that he had such a great guy. I would kill to have someone like Chris, not that I like Chris or anything but just to be in a relationship with someone I can talk to, that would be great.
We had had Chinese takeaway and we asked Chris what he wanted to do next,
"Can we play a game?" Chris replied, while throwing away the empty boxes with the remains of our meal.
"What game were you thinking of?" PJ asked while gently placing his hand on the small of Chris's back.
"Ummmm," Chris said with a smirk growing on his lips. "Truth or dare," He explained taking PJ's hand and leading him to the couch.
I was kind of nervous about it as I haven't talked to anyone about my sexuality and I'm playing truth or dare with three men, and did I mention AmazingPhil! The man I had a crush on since I meet him! But I'll do it for Chris and who knows what will happen ;D
"Okay PJ, Truth? Or dare?" Chris smiling at his obnoxious game show host voice.
"Ummmm.... dare!" PJ responded slightly too enthusiastically.
"I have a good one!" Phil shouted rubbing his hands together like a mad scientist, "You need to take some food from dinner and eat it."
"But we put it in the bin..." PJ said sounding genuinely frightened.
"Exactly! MWAHAHA!" Phil chuckled.
"Ugh, okay fine," PJ wined while stomping towards the bin trying to stall time.
"EWEWEW YOU'RE SICK PHIL!" PJ said wiping the soy source from his chin and sitting back down on the couch.
"You have no idea," I whispered to myself and smiling at the sights I've seen hoping no one heard me but then I felt someone poke me in my ribs. It turned out Phil heard my remark and saw me smile to myself thinking about him. Why did I have to say that? Why do I have to like my friend who I know for a fact doesn't like me back?
"Ok Daniel as you seem so scared you can go next," PJ sniggered.
Oh shit! What am I going to say? Fuck!
"Truth? Or dare?" PJ and Chris said in unison.
"T-truth," I pinch myself for stuttering, why am I so nervous?
While looking up at Phil then back at me Chris smiled then said,
"Dan, would you ever kiss a guy?"
What the fuck is this question?
"Ummmm I guess so, it's no difference from kissing a girl," I gulp while speaking. I don't get why I get so scared to come out, Chris is out and he's fine.
"Ok Phil, truth or dare?" PJ says extremely fast.
"Dare, give me a hard one! Hahahahaha that's what she said!" Phil says intentionally. After he said this PJ and Chris looks at each other then back at me and Phil with a massive grin on their faces.
"Kiss Dan!" Chris shouted staring right at me, the grin is now as big as ever.
WHAT THE FUCK! OH GOD WHAT DO I DO? SHOULD I KISS HIM OR JUST SAY NO? I do want to but Phil is my best friend, I have had a crush on him for several years but does he like me back?
"And none of these little pecks! I want to see a full make out!" PJ says slightly cringing at what he just said.
I look at Phil who is already looking at me with the most beautiful eyesight, honestly whenever I look at him I get lost in those wonderfully blue eyes of his.
"I m-mean it's up to you, Dan. I don't mind," Phil stuttered looking back down at his hands which are clenched into fists.
"Ummm yeah well I guess it's a dare so we have to hehe," I say in the awkward way I always talk, still looking at Phil and trying to get his attention.
"Okay then," Phil squeaks and immediately puting his hands up to cover his mouth in embarrassment.
"You going through second puberty there," I whisper while lowering his hands to reveal his perfect lips. I look back up to his eyes and fix a very obvious fringe gap like he does to me. "Are you ready?" I ask while leaning in but waiting for Phil to start the kiss.
"You bet I am," Phil says under his breath. I see him closing his eyes, I do the same.
Suddenly, I feel Phil's soft lips on my dry, chapped lips. They felt amazing against me! I had been fantasising about this moment for years and it's finally happening! Oh my god I'm kissing Phil Lester! I feel genital hands against my cheeks. He then pulls away, it wasn't the most intense kiss I've had but it's probably the most wonderful kiss I've had!
"See I told you they like each other!" PJ says quietly to Chris while pointing at mine and Phil's laps. I look down at my crotch and I see a bulge. FUCK! Why did I have to get a fucking boner while kissing Phil! I look back at Phil who is also looking down at his crotch, he looks up at me and bursts out laughing. He's finding this hilarious that we both got a hard on! I try to laugh but I feel like I'm about to cry, I'm so embarrassed but as I've learned through my years of being half alive you should always make a joke of your life.
"I'm so sorry Dan. I don't know what happened!" Phil explained, still in hysterics.
"No it's fine, I get it I am a guy!" I laugh with him while passing him a cushion to cover himself up.
"Well this has been an eventful night don't you think?" Chris says trying to avoid getting asked truth or dare.
The rest of the night was quite uneventful, we just played some boardgames and had some drinks. But I did see Phil looking at me from time to time. Maybe I was wrong, maybe be could like me.
