I drove home and sat on my front porch I didn't want to go inside my house I started to cry,I put my head down and kept crying. I was thinking to myself why didn't I do more. I closed my eyes and tried to make myself believe that this was a dream a bad one but i opened my eyes and I wasn't in my room I was still outside crying. Justin's car pulled up infront of my house and Justin got out, he ran to me I got up and he hugged me. I was trying to hold back my tears but I let it out and then he started to cry too.
After we finished crying and settled down. We got to talk.
"Emma why were you at his house?" Justin said while looking at me.
I was looking down but then I looked up "I was looking for you because I thought you were there already."
"Did he?" Justin didn't want to say the word.
"Yes." I looked back down and started crying.
Justin hugs me again and didn't let go. We stood outside till 2 in the morning.
"Justin I'm gonna go inside and sleep it's really late." I get up and walk towards the door. Justin got up and stopped me."Emma wait." Justin kisses me and then he hugs me.
"I'm coming in with you I don't want you to sleep alone." Justin comes inside and we go to my room and lay in bed and cuddle up.
The next morning I got up and went to the bathroom and took a shower I finished and got out in my towel I came out and looked for clothes. Justin stretches in bed and yawns "good morning." I smile and look back and say "good morning."
I take off my towel and put on my bra and underwear. Justin gets up and comes closer to me he kisses my neck and then stops all of the sudden.
"Emma what the hell is that?" He moves my hair outta the way.
"What?" I turn around and look at myself in the mirror I had bruises and hickeys on the other side of my neck and the side of my boobs.
Justin sits on the bed and clenches his fist. "That fucking asshole. I should kill him."
"No Justin don't say that." I say as I sit next to him.
"You almost killed him yesterday."
Justin looks at me and says "well I should have yesterday, em you know I love you I can't stand to see these bruises on you."
"Justin can we just go to school please I don't want to remember." I get up and look for clothes. I find my clothes and get dressed Justin drives us to school and I look out the window. Justin parks and turns off the car. Then he looks at me and holds my hand.
"Emma I love you." I look back at him and kiss him." I love you too."
We get out the car and go in school, I go to my locker and get my stuff out then I go to my class. Classes pass by and I have a free period so I go to the gym and sit down and read. There's no sound and I'm just peacefully sitting finally enjoying my time. Until a group of boys come in for basketball practice. The coach looks up at the bleachers.
"Hey you gym is now closed for practice get out."the coach points at the door. Justin walks in and tells the coach something. "Okay Emma you can stay but if Justin is distracted you gotta go." I smile at Justin and he smiles back but I get up and grab my book.
"Uhm I was reading so I need to concentrate but I'm also leaving cause I know I'm going to be a huge distraction to ALL the boys." I start laughing and the boys laugh along and whistle as soon as I walk out the door.
I go outside and continue reading my book. I hear a group of boys walking and talking then I look up and I see Bryce with bumps and bruises on his face. I keep reading and ignore him. Bryce sits across from the table with his friends, I still read and ignore until he looks at me and comes up to me.
"Hey Emma." Bryce says while standing next to me I ignore him and then he sits down next to me. I look up from my book. "Did I say you can sit here?"
"Emma I know what happened yesterday was crazy."
"That was beyond craz-" I was cut off.
"But Emma you can't deny it was good we just got interrupted."
"Bryce are you fucking stupid."
"So when do you wanna have sex again without Justin having to know."Bryce starts rubbing my thigh and got closer to my private and then he touched my panties. I got up and ran to the bathroom, I went into a stall and started crying the memories from that night came in my head.
