It had been a long time since I've spoken to Stacey , shit moray to . Idk what's going on with me . I haven't been on my game lately , I lost the person that ment most to me & some one that I actually wanted to get to know . I messed up big .
I should've never kissed Stacey's roommate I was in a vulnerable state And at that moment I wanted love , I wanted to be loved I needed to be loved . I could tell Stacey was hurt from by the way she'd spoken to me . I hate that we'd stop talking from that first incident things still could've been the same .
I gotta make things right with her & both moray because it's eating my insides alive lovette thought to her self as she laid sprawled across her bed .
Me:Hello moray ?
Moray : this isn't moray this is her gf Joanne can I ask who's calling (YESS JOANNE AND MORAY ARE NOW DATING)
Me: an old bestfriend could you tell her I called
Joanne: Sure thing
Me: thanks bye
I said ending the call before she could speak again .
*sigh , she has a girlfriend ? Wish I wasn't such a jerk to her and maybe I would've known ! I said aloud to no one in particular
Idk what I'm going to do now things have gotten out of hand
I wish I could reverse all of this and make it all right again the way it use to be .
