Define Me // Louis Tomlinson

Day 11.

I stop as I realize, maybe he did ask me something after all.

"I-I've asked you every single Friday, since the day we met, why you don't love me back," He sighs, trying to not blow up again. "And you've never answered."

He makes eye contact with me for a brief second but looks at my eyes intensively as he does a double take. I don't say anything, I can't say anything. I'm in shock and I can't bring myself out of it.

Louis starts laughing, hysterically laughing, shutting his eyes shut, slightly bending over and touching his stomach due to the discomfort.

"Why are you laughing?" He stops laughing as soon as I speak and a straight line takes over his heart shaped lips.

"You are the worst thing that has ever happened to me," he frowns. "I'll answer your question, Melody. I'll fucking define you,"

I hold in my breath, closing my eyes tightly. "No, no don't do it." I breath.

"You're going to sit down and you're going to listen to me alright?! I'm tired of this, Melody. I was happy! I was the happiest I've ever been, until I met you. Maybe it's just in my mind, I honestly don't give the tiniest shit anymore because you've ruined me completely. You came into my life that damn day, three years ago just to make me miserable. When I say you I thought you were the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, hell I still do and I always will. But that's not enough! You're a terrible person Melody. I've told you how I felt countless times, but you interrupt me and you finish my sentences because you actually believe that you're always right! That's idiotic! You're always wrong, I've already lived this scene and as much as it hurts me to say this, no, not with me. I gave you everything I could but half way my heart just had enough. I've heard your speech way too many times and frankly, it doesn't even look good on you anymore."

My heart stops, I've been trying to wipe the tears from my cheeks but every time I even try to do it, I fail because no tears are coming out. I feel numb, the sight in front of me brakes my heart, but what Louis just said completely shatters it.

"Melody Bragg, I define you as the best thing that has ever happened to me. Yet the worst."