Shoey Gets Real

Unintentionally Reapeted

Shane's POV

Here I am...beside Joey's bed hoping he will get better again.

Shane: Can you hear me Joey?

I am allowing the tears too stream down my face.

Shane: Give me a sign. I know you are alive but please...I need a sign.

I sat there holding his hand. I never let go. if i do let go he will leave me forever. almost like i am making sure he doesn't fall off a cliff by holding on and if i let go he will fall. The dreams will be back and i know it. the last time we were here i had nightmares seeing how Joey or even I wouldn't leave this horrible place.

Doctor: He has a genetic heart condition. his heart works to hard under stress, we can give him pills to manage it.

Shane: I guess it will have to do. I guess it is all you can do. right?

the tears kept coming.

Doctor: it is all we can do but if he takes the pills he will fine.

Shane: ok.

Authors POV

Shane was staying by Joey's bed side. Joey's heart condition was a shock to Shane, and the doctor. how could he have an undetected condition? shane cried by Joey's bed and held his hand like he would never hold it again. live like you only live once right? but only two questions remains in Shane's mind....What high stress situation was Joey in with Luke? Was there a slight chance that he was just afraid of something? oh well the questions don't matter as long as Joey is ok.

Shane's POV

Shane: Joey.....Please??

"And I'm running out of time, I know what I came to do and I didn't come to lose ya!" I heard my song and followed it to Joey's phone. I saw who was calling him....how was I calling him??? I answered the phone and realized I must have butt dialed Joey. I hung it up then I got a call from an unknown number.

Shane: Hello you have reached me, Shane Dawson please leave a message when you hear the beep I made myself. BEEEP!

???: hi Shane's voice mail this is your ex girlfriend, just thought you might wanna talk about what happened.

Shane: No Lisa we can't talk. it is over and you know it.

Lisa: So....I just wanna talk not kiss you.

Shane: then we can talk over the phone right now cause I have intention to talk to you in person.

Lisa: Really?! is that how much you hate me?!

Shane: Yes it is Lisa. I used to know you and love you but now I don't know or love you anymore. the old would never have been calling me right now you would be filming a collab like you every Monday and then get ready for dare Wednesday. now go do something while I am here with my fiancé, Joey Graceffa.

Lisa: Your right. I wouldn't be calling you but guess what? that girl is still with you but me...I am stuck without someone in my bed at night. I broke up with Sawyer. he hit me and then raged out of what used to be our apartment. if you saw me then you would never have not believed me. yes I am a little drunk just so you know.

her voice was really shakey. I hung up. I am done with protecting her. it is not my issue Sawyer has anger issues. it is my issue to be here for Joey. my boyfriend -fiancé- who is hurt.

he has a shattered heart that wasn't broken though. Joey has been hurt by my injuries, the car accident for one...that Lisa caused. it was her fault for calling me on my way to see her. it was her fault for shocking me and make me lose control over the wheel.

I guess she realized that she loved me and that she isn't getting me back. she is never getting me back. why would she? there is no future for us. just me and Joey. Shoey will never end. never in 1 million years.

knock knock knock. I turned to the door. Justine was standing there holding flowers and had runny mascara. I walked back over to Joey's bed.

Justine: Hey Shane. How's he doing? and how are you doing?

Shane: Well he is a bit better. me...I feel like crap. I have been staying here ever since he was admitted.

Justine: Have you eaten anything?

I nodded she walked over to me. she passed me a granola bar.

Justine: You never know when you might be hungry.

I took it.

Shane: Thanks.

Justine: No problem. What are friends for?

I laughed. I guess the way she said it was funny. I turned away from Justine and faced Joey who was beginning to wake up.

Joey: H-h-he-hey Sh-sh-sh-shan-ey.

Shane: Hey Joey.

I stroked his disastrous mop of hair. he slowly but surely took my hand and held on. I squeezed his hand.

Joey: I l-love you Sh-shane.

Shane: I love you too Joey.

sweet endings...I think not because this is not the end. I will not let him slip away. again.