My Deadly Sins

The Question

Geno PoV

I paced back and forth nervously in the bathroom. I couldn't ask him. I refuse to ask that jerk! He's a jerk but I still love him. I groaned in frustration. Why can't I be tough and ask him already? I mean, UT Sans asked UT Frisk and she said yes, Error asked Ink and he said yes, even Swapfell asked Dust and he said yes! But, I, the skeleton who's supposed to be the total badass because of what I've been through over and over, can't even bring myself to ask him! What the hell?!

I panicked when I heard three knocks on the door. I nearly slipped and hit my skull on the sink. I was breathing heavily and my face was covered in blue.

"Geno, baby, you okay?" Reaper asked from behind the door. I felt tears well up from the corners of my sockets.

"Y-yeah! Just a sec." I told him while my hand and knees shook in fear. Will he say yes? Will he reject me? Will he break my heart? Ugh, I can't even decide whether I should ask or leave him be! One part of me screams for me to stop being a little bitch and the other part screams for me to grab a gun and shoot myself but I probably won't die since the god of Death is in love with me. Ugh!

"Geno, please, I can hear your thoughts because they're screaming. What do you want to ask me? I promise I won't laugh at it." He said in a calming voice. Tears were streaming down. I shook my head and cried softly.

"No, Reaper, I'm scared. Please don't make me." I begged. He used something to unlock the door and he walked in to see me hyperventilating and crying. He ran over to me and put his arms around me. He picked me up and brought me into the living room where I thought no one was there. To my surprise, everyone was in there and all of their eyes were on me with a sympathetic look on their faces.

I begged Reaper not to put me in here with them but he did it anyway. He sat me on his lap on the couch. I wanted to die.

"Geno, love, tell me the question." Reaper asked while rubbing my thigh. Tears rolled down and I blushed incredibly dark.

Come on, Geno, stop being a little girl and tell him!

Screw that, Geno! Make up a lie and play it off!

My thoughts argued back and forth. I clutched onto my skull. I felt my self almost go insane by these thoughts! Reaper calmly grabbed my hands with one hand and lifted my chin to look at him with the other.

"Baby, tell me now." He demanded. I took out a piece of paper from inside my jacket pocket and gave it to him. I leaped off his lap and ran to our room with him reading the note.

I shut and locked the door behind me. I'm fucking stupid. I'm so fucking stupid! We've been together for two years and I asked him that?! I'm a fucking disgrace! I should've died when Chara killed me. I should've never lived to even meet Reaper. I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE!!

I summoned a bone to my arm. What's the use? I'll only like it. Ugh. I disgust myself. I felt a slight tinkle of blood spilled down my arm. I felt multiple spills drip down my arms. Damn my masochist self.

I jumped when I heard pounding on the door. I was crying and I knew he heard it. He picked the lock (How the hell can he do that?! I mean Reaper must be a master thief!) and grabbed my arms. He saw the blood, the marrow, and the scars. His face was horrific.

"Ge-Geno, why would you do this?! Did you even know my answer?!" Reaper growled. I never felt this before but when Chara killed Papyrus but, for the second time, I felt fear. I was scared. Not of Reaper but of what he would do. Tears came down my cheeks again.

"N-no! I just- I- You- I'm sorry!" I screamed. I actually felt pain when Reaper was squeezing my arm, I felt the sizzling of the air blowing on my fresh cuts. It hurts!

He let my arms go and hugged me. He was crying on my shoulder and he held me tighter.

"It was yes! It's forever a yes!" He said in between cries. I hugged him back and couldn't help but to cry. He leaned back and grabbed my face with both hands and kissed me.

I loved every minute. I loved how Reaper would be mine and only mine, I loved how I would be his, I loved how I could have him! He pulled the hood of his head and smirked.

"You should've said it in person so it could've been more special." He said as I gripped his cloak and pulled him closer. He smiled.

"Fine." I said as I kissed him roughly. He pulled me closer by the waist and picked me up.

"Reaper, will you marry me?" I said while giggling. He say me on the bed and pinned me to the bed.

"Of course, Geno."