I know a lot of you skip these sort of chapter but don't skip this one. I will be on something of a hiatus with this book. I've been feeling so suicidal and I'm currently in the hospital from a failed attempt. I can't keep writing happy love stories if the author hasn't experienced happiness in awhile. I can't keep writing about smiles if I've never smiled in months. I put on a mask with a smile everyday to hide my true emotions. I've cried every night and I can't seem to stop. I've tried to end it too many times. I've tried not to think of anyone's feelings about my death because I don't wanna regret what I'm doing. I've been beaten, hated, raped, and discriminate against for my sexuality, my race, my opinions, and my voice.
I'm tired of it.
I want it to stop and no one else seems to care about what I want unless it revolves around them. I can't...
I can't write about happiness anymore. Maybe, just maybe, when I get the feeling of happiness or support, I might continue this but, for now....
This book will no longer be updated for the time being.
I'm sorry but....I just can't fake my smile anymore....
Sorry...
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My Deadly Sins
De TodoThis story is based off of the AfterDeath ship or Geno x Reaper, CherryBerry or UF Sans x Blueberry, and FreshPaper or Fresh x Paperjam and all other shippings. Don't like gay shippings, then you shouldn't be on Wattpad. Haha!
