I've been complaining
Why am i always so sad?
Why was i feeling so bad?
Now everything is turned in a routine,
i feel so numb im afraid ive turned into a machine, with no feelings, with no wish to care
i don't know if this is fair,
this is worst than sadness,
worst than being hunted by the demons of the darkness,
Did I deserve this?
Ugh, this seems so idiotic
I was supposed to be angry at God for this life,
its like he stabbed me with a knife,
but doesn't matter cause i didnt feel the pain of the knife,
my soul is nothing but null
I don't get it why he is being so cruel,
It's like am dead already,
well my soul is
maybe cause my mind and my heart didnt collaborate
maybe thats why I'm turned out like this
Can you see my dried tears?
Did you see the suffer that i was in?
To dramatic for you to handle
you would go mental
But it is what it is
I have to stay like this
till i take my last breath
and see the light that brings me to my death.
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