It began with hello

Kiss & Tell

MATT POV

As we were walking I noticed Ella looking at me.

Matt: Are you ok?

Ella: Mm.. I guess it just that she just threw us over then you look all sappy and gloomy... did something happen... I mean you were gonna for a good 30-40 minutes..

Matt: Promise you won't tell....

Ella: Promise..

Matt: Well ok...

FLASHBACK MATT POV

Maria: Can you not bother our relationship please!

She told me with so much anger that In just came out so... so...ABSURD!

Matt: I know deep inside in there that you love and you're hiding it. Remember the "Best Date Ever" and remember when I held your hand and you looked into my eyes! Didn't you feel something! Every hug I gave you did you or did you not feel something!

Maria: No!!

Matt: MARIA BE HONEST DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT!

Maria: NO!!

Matt: NOW LOOK AT ME!! MARIA LOOK AT ME! TELL ME THAT YOU DONT LOVE ME!

Maria: I DONT LOVE

she said it slowly.. I can see tears building up...

Maria: I dont love you... I dont love you matt..

I kissed her! Coming out of nowhere I kissed her!! But then... she leaned in also... I remember looking at Maria and she said.. goodbye...

ELLA POV

Ella: Hey mm we finally got to you house... maybe its time for you to go

I smiled at him looking so affected...

Matt: I'll see you Tommorow morning?

Ella: You can count on it

Matt: Okay well text me when I should come ova.. and maybe we can plan on fixing stuff...

CARTER POV

Carter: Babe? Where are you?

I came out my room and I found her missing.

Carter: Baby?!? Are you there?

A sound triggered my senses that something was wrong.  I found her laying on the bathroom floor bawling her eyes. The look on her face was crucial. I couldn't stand looking at her like that. I stopped staring and dove in for a hug. On the side I saw a blade and...blood?

Carter: BABE WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!

I ran to get a towel in the upstairs bathroom quick as possible.

Carter: Hold on baby I'll be quick.

I snatched a white towel and ran downstairs. Wrapping her Arms in it was ...unbelievable I can't believe she would do that...

Maria: I'm sorry

Carter: Baby what happened...

Maria: Matt is what happened...

A whole flashback happened

Maria: He kissed me... and I leaned in! I'm sorry I know its bad I can't forgive myself I'm so sorry..

I felt so...neglected.. that I didn't know what to do anymore... I just hugged her securely.

Maria: I'm sorry..

Carter: It's fine baby its not like you felt something right...

Maria: I did...

My heart just dropped... Broken into  millions of pieces... I let go.... and vanished... left Maria and everything... I couldn't bare to see someone I love...get hurt because I'm just in between...

I stormed out like she was nothing to me..she is..but I can't right now.. I feel bad leaving her leeching. Staring back at first but.. I can't. I grabbed my car keys and drove. 12:00 am What am I doing with my life...DAMN IT!! MARIA!!! Beating the shearing wheel I just lost control that next thing you know...