Diana// h.s.

2. Let me be the one to light the fire in your eyes*

"I like to be left alone.

But when people don't notice I'm absent, it hurts.

And I know it's my own fault.

For becoming invisible.

For isolating myself.

For once I want someone to notice

To truly notice and care."

~G.P.

Diana's POV

It's finally the end of the day. I can finally go home and sleep. I'm so tired. I just want to cry or sleep..... Or do both.

I walk home slowly. I hate that my parents fight all the time. I'm an only child, so I'm by myself the whole time. Nothing is happy in my life.

I walk through our front door. I don't even bother to acknowledge that I'm home. It's not like they would care anyway.

"Diana? Is that you?" Called my mum

"Who else would it be?" I snapped

"Could you please come in here?" Said my dad

"Whatever." I said

"Sit down please." Said my mum

"What's going on?" I said

"Your father and I have decided that it would be best for you and ourselves if we got a divorce." Said mum

"I'm so sorry Diana, but this just isn't healthy." Said my dad

I run. I run up to my room, tears streaming down my face. I slam the door. The only thing I have is gone. I'm broken and I come from a broken family.

After an hour of crying, I get up to go in the shower.

I take off my clothes and stand in the steaming hot water and cry. It's burning me, but I don't care. It takes away the emotional pain. It makes me focus on something else.

I pull out my razor blade and make 3 cuts on each of my thighs. One cut for each person in my broken family. I'm not stupid enough to do it on my wrist. It would be much easier for someone to see on my wrists.

After being in the shower for awhile, I clean up the blood and get out.

I put on a light blue tank top and black gym shorts.

I log into Instagram on my phone.

Hazzza__is_smmexxxxy started following you.

I wonder who that is.

I looked on their account. They have a lot of pictures of the boys. And they just created it a few hours ago.

I looked at their followers considering only 5 people were following them.

Holy crap. The five people following them were Zayn, Liam, Niall, Harry, and Louie.

That's so cool!

I click the follow button.

Then I get a direct message. It's from the person I just followed and Harry Styles is part of the convo!

Hazzza__is_smmexxxxy: Hey! Thanks for the follow!

Me: welcome :) u do realize that all the boys are following you right?

Hazzza__is_smmexxxxy: yea. I went to a concert a few months ago and they followed me

Harry's POV

well that was a lame excuse.

The guys knew about Diana but management didn't.I hoped that if Diana saw that the boys followed me, then she would follow me. I'm glad it worked.

Idk how I'll make her better, but I'll find a way.

Can I tell you a secret? I type in

Why would you tell be me a secret? You don't even know me!

It's not that big of a deal

Ummm ok then

I'm a guy directioner

Haha! That was an awesome idea, if I do say so myself.

That's cool. She replied

Thanks ;)

Diana's POV

he sounds like a cutie. .... Or he's a pedophile. Hmmm.

"Diana! I ordered pizza! Come eat!" Yelled my mom

"Umm I ate already." I said

"Ok hun." She replied

I really hadn't eaten. But I'm not hungry.

I turn off my phone and curl up under the covers on my bed. I just cry.