Staying next door to Marcus and Lucas Dobre

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I sat at the breakfast table, eating my cocopops , trying not to fall asleep, listening to my mum chatter on and on about her work.
"Honey, did you hear me?" Mum said breaking my day dream,
"I've been calling your name for the passed 10 minutes, are you feeling okay?" She said looking at me, feeling my head
"Sorry mum, just feeling a bit tired" I said before pushing myself off the chair, to put my bowl in the dish washer, I made my way into the living room, where I just collapsed on the couch, what is wrong with me? It can't be heart break, we only date a short while.

I just looked at the ceiling, I could hear the ticking off the clock, it was soon disturbed by mum shouting
"I'm off to work, I love you you, see you later honey"
"Love you too" I said as she closed the door behind her, the ticking of the clock could be heard again
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock
I sat for a good 10 minutes just listening to the ticking of the clock, I think I'm going mad. I got up and headed upstairs, as I laid down the door went
"Oh my god, really? Could've not chapped 10 seconds ago" I said before opening the door, Marcus stood there, with flowers in his hand, I rolled my eyes and went to close the door, but it stopped suddenly
"Ouch, that hurt." He said screwing his eyes up
"Well you shouldny be a wee daft and DAE that, should yeh"
"What?"
"Nothing, now please leave me alone"
"Can I not explain"
"Explain how you slipped in some girls vagina? Naw yer alright pal"
"I never slipped in anyone's vagina"
"Naw, I'm just being insecure aren't I"
"Sop-"
"JUST FUCK OFF"
"NO" Marcus said before barging in.
"Holy jebus, what do you want"
"I want you Sophs, I went to Zoey's, yes, but only to tell her to stop texting me because I was in love with someone who wasn't her, I never loved her, but I love you"

"Umm.."
"Are you happy I said it, I FREAKING LOVE YOU SOPHIA MCFARLANE, FROM SCOTLAND, I love you so much"

My mouth dropped.

Do I love him
Or do I not.
"Marcus, I.. I.. Please leave" I said not looking in his direction, I closed my eyes and j heard the door shut, and then all of a sudden I could hear that clock again, I sat on the bottom step of the stairs just thinking, he can't love me, he's only young. But I can't help to think I might be deeply in love with him