A Dozen Flowers [Jily's/Wolfstar]

2 - catkins

my love,

second week huh? that went by fast, it still feels weird not talking to you. i guess that's what i get for listening to remus. but, it does seem like it is working. i'm in class at the moment, history of magic to be precise, and all i can think of is the way your nose scrunches when you're bored. if i'd told you that in person, you'd probably give me a big smack on the head and told me to shut up. it's weird, because i would have let you.

i'm going to throw up, this is getting too much for me - padfoot

it's becoming too much, actually sirius. if you're going to be mean at least do it correctly - moony

shut up, you're so mean to me - padfoot

oh no, how bad of me. anyway, i wonder what he'll compare her to today - moony

obviously not you moony, you're perfect and that would be harsh on the poor girl - padfoot

oh sirius, such a polite young man. you've won my heart with flattery - moony

i sense some hidden sarcasm in there, tone it down buddy - padfoot

you know, i saw you on saturday. you were sat underneath the whomping willow, which was strange since it normally tries to clobber you if you try to do that. i guess you keep surprising me lily evans. and that is to do with what i am comparing you to today. today, my lily, a catkin.

a catkin. a bloody catkin!? - padfoot

shut up padfoot, we haven't read the whole thing yet - moony

it's already bad! he compared her to one of the things on the willow! no wonder she doesn't like him! - padfoot

don't be so mean! - moony

well what would you compare her to if you're so smart - moony

not a bloody catkin for starters! - padfoot

plus, dogs are much better. what happened to dogkins? are they being pettist? - padfoot

you're from a bad background, growing up in a place where some of your own don't welcome you. i pity them, they'll never know the amazing woman you truly are. and you can fall, but you get up every time and prove yourself even better than people thought. to others, you could be simple my lily. but to me, you are everything i could wish for. you're almost too good to be true.

you're almost too good to be true, remus! how could i live my life without you by my side? - padfoot

stop being horrible, sirius. When you find someone you love, i'll laugh in your face and say i told you so! - moony

what if i'm already in love with someone? - padfoot

1) i told you so! 2) she's a lucky girl - moony

what if it's a boy? - padfoot

he's a lucky boy then - moony

you probably find me stupid right now, you'll tear up this letter and never think of it again. but i don't care, because to have my heart broken by you would be an honour. looking at you right now, my heart is swelling. because you hide behind this tough exterior around me my lily, can't you just tell me why you do that?

it's almost sad how much he tries, it's your turn to try and convince him, pete - moony

he'll never listen to me! why can't sirius try again? - wormtail

because he went into a strop last time and ended up being slapped by lily - padfoot

that was a good time, the mark wouldn't leave his cheek for days - wormtail

stop it, sirius. how would you feel if the person you loved hit you? - moony

don't have to, remus - padfoot

it hurts to see you sad, mad, or even happy. happy, because i know i'm not the cause of your laugh. the one i find perfect. another time, perhaps, but you know you love me evans. deep, deep down, i know you do.

good luck to you with this homework lily, not like you'll need it.

your admirer, james.