Falling In Love with My Best Friend (1D & 5SOS Fan-fiction)

That awkward moment the morning after.

My eyes fluttered open to Harry staring at me. He gave me a cute cheeky smile and I giggle at him. I feel a bit uncomfortable as I looked at Harry eyeing me. That kiss last night was surely something.

"Uhm...Harry..why are you staring at me?" I laugh nervously. 

"No reason..." he said. I really feel awkward about last night. Like really awkward and sort of ... embarassed?

Harry and I kissed and we shouldn't have. But it felt right yet incredibly wrong. I feel like I'm cheating on Eli and I feel so... wait, Eli is the entire reason why  I kissed Harry. No, why Harry kissed me, no whichever way this goes! 

Remembering what happened yesterday brings back the heavy feeling in my chest. I really want to cry  but I won't. I refuse to cry over that bastard who broke my heart. I refuse to mope around feeling sorry for myself. I am going to get over Eli, I don't know how but I am.

"Hello! Kelsayyyy!!!" Harry yelled, waving his hand in my face. I jolted out of my thoughts and was brought back to reality. "I'm sorry Harry, I was thinking about something." I put on a fake smile to mask my  sadness but lets face it, Harry has the ability to see right through me.

"You are still upset about yesterday, aren't you? Eli is a jackass he can't see how special you are Kel! And I am tired of telling you this. You are a beautiful, funny and smart girl. Who wouldn't want you?" Harry said. I just now notice that he is in his boxers. Wait, wow! that thought was really random. Anyway...

"Eli wouldn't want me! You wouldn't want me! A blind guy wouldn't want me Harry! So whats the point of trying. I couldn't get Eli to love me the way I did him! I gave him my everything! Even my virginity dude! There is no way I'm getting that back but the bright side is I gave to someone I loved deeply." I spilled. Harry stood there looking at me with an unreadable expression.

"What do you mean I wouldn't want you?" He asked. Great! I poured out how I felt and he only heard that part?

"I meant nothing just the fact that no-one wants me. That's all." I shrugged and turned my head to the wall. I heard Harry take a huge breath.

"Kelsey, Of course I wouldn't want you like that. You're my best friend." Ouch. That didn't hurt at all (note the sarcasm)

I stared at Harry with a hurt expression engraved on my face and he took notice, he quickly tried to  apologize. "Save it Haz. It's nothing really and that kiss last night was nothing either. Let's just forget last night and right now. I'm going to the gym, you can leave whenever you want. I'll see you on Monday." I said hurt evident in my voice. 

"I thought we said we wouldn't make that kiss disrupted our friendship?" He stopped me in my tracks. I turned around to see his eyes yurning almost begging for me not to go.

"We both knew it would have so lets not be stupid. And don't feel bad for saying what you said about not wanting me. We are just friends and that's all we'll ever be. Friends" I scoffed. 

I went to the bathroom to freshen up and change into my gym clothes. I came back out and jogged downstairs with my earphones in and my gym bag at hand. As I enter the living room, I see my parents talking to Harry.

"Hey sweetheart! How was your Friday night?" Dad asked as he tried to  hug me but I jolted away. "The worst." I frowned. He looked at Harry then back at me. As I was about to go otut the front door, my mom grabbed my wrist and pulled me in front of her.

"Kelsey Elizabeth James! What the hell is wrong with you? You need to have respect ,that's your father!" Mother yelled. "I'm sorry okay! I just really need to go." I yanked my arm from my  mother's hold, fixed my gym bag over my  shoulder and darted into the direction of the gym. 

I can't take anyone around me. I don't want to see anyone's face right now! I want to be by  myself, hopefully the gym  has the power to take my off this crap.

As I enter the buliding filled with sweaty people and weight-lifters, I set my bag down and hop on the treadmill. I start running, all my focus on my speed and regulating my breath. As I ran, I idly looked around when my eyes caught Eli walk in with a brunette on his arm. I quickly turned my head away so he wouldn't see me staring but too late...he already saw me.

"Hey Kelsey." he said to me bare-faced with his actions. 

"Hi." I whispered trying to ignore him.

"I said hey Kelsey!" he shouted at me and I glare at him. Who the hell does he think he is? I ought to throw a rock in his face.

"I said Hi!" I piped timidly.

"I'm sorry our relationship had to end like that. I still love you  and I hope you still love me." He smirked. This asshole tryna play games with me?

 "Eli please. Save me the pain. I hate you! I hate you more than I have hated anyone in my life! You took my virginity and took advantage of me! Leave me the fuck alone!"

I can't believe he's doing this to me in front of his girlfriend! My chest aches as I watch him hold her and whisper to her softly. I held my  head down and cried. I stopped running and picked up  my bag. As I was about to leave, my head in my palms weeping helplessy I hear Eli's new bitch shout "I should have come along earlier babe! She's pathetic and has no shape, no boob, no ass. Nothing!"

At least I have brains! At least I haven't been banged as much as Thailand when tsunami's strike. At least I have enough self respect not to be wearing such a tight outfit with my boobs hanging out for the whole world to see!

When I got home, I went upstairs and took at shower. The sound of the water rushing out of the shower, drowning out my measly sobs. Everthing is going down hill, this isn't how it's suppose to be. I pushed away Harry and my parents. This is my war to fight on my own.

"It's not perfect anymore! I want my Eli back!" I sat in the tub hold my knees to my chest. Why would he do this to me? Why is he all of a sudden...different? He hates me now. People warned me about him years ago. I should have listened! I just saw him as my  perfect lover and now he's my  worst enemy.