It will never be okay.

Hi, my name is Katherine and I am 17. 

I'm weird, ugly, fat, and many more things that I have been called for this one thing that seems to matter to everyone. I'm the geek of the school. Some 'useless dirt' that people use to make them feel better about themselves. But, to be honest, none of them know my story, in fact, if they did, then they may have treated me even worse then they do now. 

My life is complicated, and since I have been little I learnt not to question anything except one thing: why is it that whenever something happens in your life people feel he need to tell you that 'it will be okay' when you both realize the fact that you have heard that many times, yet nothing is okay in the end. 

If something bad happens people will come up to you and tell you that 'they are sorry' or 'it will get better' when it never does'. They may even be people you don't know and maybe have never seen or even heard of. 

If there is anything I learnt during the length of my life is that it doesn't become okay, in fact, most of the time it gets even worse. If I may say so myself, I have experienced alot of shit like that in my life.

The one and only thing I know for sure now it that, It Will Never Be 'Okay'.

If you still want to know why I hold the opinions that I do, then continue reading and get to know everything about me.