It will never be okay.

Confessions.

A few minutes have passed and Dex still hasn't let me go. This was getting kind of awkward, but hey this is just me, he seemed comfortable enough.

Then it hit me.

I pushed him away with all the force I had and when he stumbled back and looked me in the eye he was confused.

"Are you okay?" He asked with a concerened expression. By now I had a worried, and in a way scared look on my face.

"Uh.." I hesitated , but as he raised an eyebrow and stalked a step closer to me,I decided to continue. "Your last name... It's Winters... Right?" I asked hoping for so many reasons he would say no, even though I already knew the answer.

"Yes.." He answered, suddenly looking as hesitant as me at the moment. Should I tell him? He didn't know so should I really or just tell him it's nothing?... Oh whatever, it can't get any worse than this.

"You're.." I stopped, taking a deep breath. He motioned with his hand for me to keep going and slightly nodded his head in reassurance. I took another deep breath, steadying myself for what may come after this. "You're.. In...-"

Suddenly, the door burst open to reveal my only, and rather panicked best friend with tears running down her cheeks. She was frantically looking around the room, I would be guessing for me. I think she may have even missed the very confused Dex standing a few feet away from me. Then she proceeded to point an accusing finger at me just like I knew they would.

"You." She stated, and practically ran over to the side of my bed, and then started hugging the life out of my, and I say this because her hugs weren't something that would happen every time we met up, in fact it was something very rare and the reason for that is because she would quite litteraly crush your insides. Which would then mean that you wouldn't be able to breathe. As you probably guessed, this was one of those hugs and at this exact moment I was experiencing awful pain, and need of oxygen.

A few seconds later I managed to choke out a "Can't-" and then a few later a "Breathe-" however she was amused by my current situation and not in the right mind to let me go just yet so she just held on as sobs that raked her body, now mixed with low chuckles escaped her mouth. To be honest it was kind of a weird sound. Soon enough she let me breathe as she let go however, keeping her hands on my shoulders and examining my body -or what she could see of it- thoroughly before stopping at my wrists and breaking out into more helpless sobs.

"Why would you do that Kay?" She wondered causing me to groan.

"London." I whined.

"What?" she looked back at me with sad, questioning eyes.

I hesitated for a bit before answering "Sorry, it's just that those were like nearly the same words my dad said before lashing out when I shouted at him, and my doctor confronted him." I confessed. She gasped at my words. London had known about my whole situation for a while and my only comfort when something serious happened.

"That's not good." She shook her head.

"You think I don't know that?" I questioned. She looked surprised at my little outburst and as the small bit of anger burned out I knew I couldn't leave her feeling like this. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap," I explained slowly, "I'm just stressed out thinking about what could happen when I went home.. 'Ya know? I'm sorry, really" I bit my lip, hoping she would forgive me, however before she could answer a deep, soft voice interrupted.

"What?" He lightly questioned. "What do you mean?" He tried again when I didn't make a move to answer. I had completely forgotten Dex was in here.

London turned to face him but when she saw who it was she stood up and away from the bed all the while staring at him. If not for the tension I would have chuckled at her facial expression.

"I-Is that?" She stuttered while addressing' me and pointing a finger at Dex in surprise.

"Yep." I answered, but when she swayed a little in her place I got scared. "Whoah there Lon, are you okay?" I decided to have fun with this along the way if I was going to distract her. "Or do I need to call Alex?" She shot me a quick glance, and I knew I had won. She visibly gulped.

"Who's Alex?" She squeaked as I gave her a smug look. To answer her question I nodded my head in Dex's direction.

"His dad." I mentioned. Mocking me and nodded her head over to Dex's direction, she questioned further.

"Who's his dad?" She, again, squeaked, gulping.

"Our doctor" I smugly answered. Rolling my eyes when she relaxed the tiniest bit and let out a little sigh of relief.

"At least tell me why you both reacted like that?" He asked honestly curious and I bit my lip from smiling at how cute he looked wit his brow furrowed. But when I came to senses as to what exactly he had said, an uncertain frown etched it's way onto my face. I mean I had to tell him... Or did I? 

No. I did. I was doing this. I was really doing this.

"Well..?" He pushed on. Okay I had to do this. "Kat?" He pondered.

"Yea, sorry... Um.. I w-was j-just saying t-that.. Umm..." I looked at him briefly, and then at London, standing frozen like a statue. I inhaled a deep breath, I knew I could do this. So I did it. "You'reinmyschool." I may have done it a little differently, but hey! I done it! I said the sentence as one word under my breath. 

He looks at me with a questioning and intense gaze.

"What?" He wonders, not hearing my answer. I hesitated, not knowing how he would react.

"You're in my school." I said a little bit louder but still not enough for him to hear it. 

"Kat, I cannot hear you and would tremendously appreciate it if you spoke up." He explained as if dealing with a 5 year old kid.

I took another deep, shaky breath. I need to do this.

"You," I explained slowly, cautiously. "Are in my school." As I finished the sentence I moved my gaze to the floor, and you know, I never before imagined that the little snowflake patterns could be so significantly interesting. However, soon enough, when I found the courage to look up at his face again his emotions were not what I expected. In fact they were quite different; insted of anger, there was amusment, instead of dissapointment, there was relief and insted of a cruel scowl, there was breathtaking smirk, the one many people had been quite fond of seeing on Dex's face. The one that would make your insides melt and your knees grow weak. At that moment he did something that made it obvious who his father was and how much blood they shared, A second later a booming, fascinating and velvet-like laugh filled the air. And why? I still had no idea. 

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