What a beautiful toy to me (AMBW BYUN BAEKHYUN)

For....Marielise

I stared at the pictures that framed us...and out of all the images of him, there was one that had been given to me as a reminder, that I'd always be nothing in comparison...It feels as if he was the one whose falsely granted everything, but in return gifted to nothing. It's the sole reason why, he  tracked me here waiting behind the door. As soon as I opened it, the  first thing that came into thought was the words underlining "Huang Zitao." With a grimace on his face, the boy stood resting his body against the frame of the entrance, and with a sly reach of an elbow.

I in turn was stagnant looking back at the reject with pure hatred...which he could tell, but, what could I do? There was nothing that I could do.

With a dark camo colored coat, and white beats over his neck, the dark haired Chinese boy fiddled with his feet biting his lip, while looking out to see if anyone could potentially be listening in. "Well?" he stood in front,  fiddling with the cord that supported his earphones. I bet he couldn't even live a day without it, seeing as how Tao ignored me; too busy smirking at whatever it was that he saw on the screen.

"You know," he started, "I can pretty much have the entire world in my hands if I wanted to. Just like this phone." He said lifting it up into the light as the transparent case enveloping the golden paint, reflected off of it. "I can press pause; rewind; start; shuffle; skip....I can control anything with just a finger, and no one would even notice what I've done differently to ruin their lives. Maybe, even better it. Who knows?"

At the last word, he raised his head up and sneered. "Let's go for a drive, Kyungsoo."

I watched him shift towards the exit, stopping once Tao realized that my feet weren't moving behind him. "It's just like Bethoven, don't you think?" the words slipped out so cruelly, and yeah...Fucked up part? I knew what he meant.
Of course I did, because In the end, I was a reject too. I knew that he wasn't really expecting an answer, so instead I just followed Zitao to his car. He had one of those...automatic sides, that lifted upwards instead of outwards like those expensive hundred thousand vehicles.

"How much of a fortune did you waste buying this?"

"More than you could ever hope to make, that's for sure. Now be a good boy and get into the car. You'll be doing us both a favor, and by both I mean me and Marie"

With a wave of his hand, I followed the gesture, but was burning at the pit of my stomach at the mention of her name. In order to protect her, I...had to do this...so we could be fine. No.

So that she could be safe.

Baekhyun

Bringing her into my arms, I held my lamb close to me, because I didn't want her with or around anyone else. She was supposed to only love me...so then, why did she keep leaving with everybody else? Was I not, good enough for her? Am I...not good enough?

No that's not possible. It couldn't be. I was made for her just as she was made for me.

"Marie..." her face blessed me with an innocence; A girl who was this benign. How could she be so perfect, oh how she makes me want to carve out my own heart and give it to her just so she can feel me beating for her. Her lips, that speak to me, moving so tempting as she answered, "What's wrong, Baekkie~" Why do you make me hurt so much?

I wanted to tell her...just how badly I need to taste her. But, she wouldn't like it.  I have to find some way to make her want me just as badly as she wants everyone else's attention. I want...her. Only, her...she's who I love. It'd be wrong of me to want so much, without trying to get her to see who she wants to see and get her to realize that I'm who she wants to be with.

So, I smiled thinking of all of these wonderful things: How I would keep her with me, pet her, lock her into a room, shower her with gentle or some rough kisses against the creak of her neck, my tongue running along her skin as I mark her with bruises, and keep her attention so that her eyes would only look at me. I'd do it for her, over and over again. My little lamb

And today, was the day, that I'd make her mine.

"Do you want to go out with me?" We were in front of everyone, so she couldn't possibly reject me...especially because right now more than ever, she's in love with me. 

Marie's eyes were clear under the light of the classroom, darkened brown and glimmering. She was so calm, and silent. Her feet refused to move just like her arms and fingers which kept to her side. And her lips were left parted slightly, as if she was mesmerized while I memorized ever line in her face, just to stressed how beautiful she is."You, want to go out with me?" Marie asked, as she was still wrapped around my arms. She wouldn't say no...she couldn't say no....Kyungsoo wasn't here to drag her away from me. Jongin was in no position to 'Kick my ass', and Sehun always abandoned her claiming to care. No, I care about Marie more than anyone else on the entire face of the earth. She was mine, and mine alone. You can't share love. You either have it or you don't.