What a beautiful toy to me (AMBW BYUN BAEKHYUN)

Tears {warning: majority of this is an INTENSE smut.}

"H-Home...." I stopped when he walked closer to me, closing me in. "Baekhyun...stop what are you doing—

It was within an instant when I felt him. His arms, made there way underneath my own, gripping me tightly underneath his weight while I stared into his pale eyes, that looked so beautifully innocent to me. Why hadn't I noticed it before? I thought, as his hands gently found there way underneath my shirt, and at my back. My back was cold, because it was pressed against the metallic white walls, and no one was there to see us. Of course, with just the right look on his face, as his head tilted slightly over his shoulder and the distance grew shorter between us. I close my eyes, anticipating his touch. Only. To reopen them, and we're no longer where we were before. The room is dim, and the brightest thing that I can see was the boy himself. What are these feelings? When did they come to me, so abruptly? Was I always this infatuated with the idea of this very moment. My bra was unhinged; I panic and bury myself in his chest scared. This is your first time..welcome yourself unto me, and I'll make you feel things you've never felt before. This is our fate, together, succumb to your desires and our love will dominate each-other's fears so that we're blind to our sin. You want that...don't you? I nodded, without hesitation. "Yes." I said to him, and with ease, he breathed out, placing my hand onto his chest and I felt..nothing. Emptiness, and quiet. "Give me a light...so that I can be turned on." he says to me. His smile drawing near my ears, as a pair of lips tug at my ear lobe, until it grew hot red and sore. He drew out again, after hearing my fusses while he nuzzled and pressed his teeth deeply into the crook of my neck, harder and harder until it broke the skin. "It hurts..." I pleaded, while he dug his nails hard into my back scratching hard into it felt as if it was burning. "It hurts." I said again to him,before he hushed me with a soft kiss that stung so hard a tear fell from my eyes to my lashes and soaked my face. Again, and again, his kisses were painful, no where else but my lips, and it made me feel..."Tell me, how it hurts so good." I don't remember when or how...my clothes were already taken off, and my body was left in scars, marks, and hickeys. Bite marks, bruises, and lips left numb from a million kisses. He cuffed my cheeks hard, body towering over my own, pinning me down with his knees digging into my own, while he had his belt unbuckled at the waist and pants undone. "Give me your pain." Baekhyun growled lowly, before biting down on my lower lip so hard, I screamed out and started to cry, as he shifting his his weight over to the other leg, and stretched up the other leg so far back until it was pointing at the ceiling. I couldn't hold it back anymore, it felt like my bone had popped out of place.

A heavy moan slipped past his lips, and a smirk, when he'd seen the view of me crying. And that made me happy. "You want it like this?" He eased me, reaching into his pants and taking out his manhood angling himself near my entrance, teasingly as he rubbed it along the outside. I was too embarrassed to say anything, and my body felt like ins and needles, but something inside of me was screaming flying me with terror, but was quieted. Don't pay it any thought. Let me touch you. I nodded, blocking the voice out, drowned by his command, while Baekhyun slowly pushes his hard erection deep inside of me, until it couldn't go any further...I tried not to mewl out at the feeling of being pulled apart while Baekhyun slid out of my wet tight walls, with one exhale, slamming right back to the very edge continuously fastening his pace, over and over a quick relief and sharp immense pain, in and out, and I wanted him to stop. I felt like I was going to die, his hand slid up to my neck, rubbing tenderly, then caressing my chin. Baekhyun's eyes transitioned into slits. At how good he was feeling, but looked sorriest when he saw me hurting."I'm sorry." He hushed me, pinching my nostrils closed blocking any fresh air I could get with his lips, trapping me as his tongue danced inside my mouth in a snakes embrace. I was fighting to breathe, my body was stuck underneath him, and my leg angled closer to my stomach because he'd pushed his upper body closer to my own. My body hurts it hurts so bad, my heart is telling me it can't breathe and he's fucking me so hard, I can't handle it. I'm screaming, and his moans are echoing into my mouth whole he is sucking on my tongue and pinching on my breasts. But I love it so much, I can't let it stop. I want him to take me...take it all, and don't stop. My mind was repeating his name, while he searched my mouth plunging deeply into my throat until I was choking and light headed. He's killing me so good. Everything's starting to go white...then he lets go. And I'm sad to say I can breathe again. "No...don't stop." I reached over to his back, hugging him closer, while he left thick a trail of saliva between up and he let my leg down that I could barely feel. "Suffocate me~" whining, I plead for him to do it all over again. Not realizing that I'd burst my lips, and they were bleeding. "I can't eat you if you're dead." He said, "no natter how much I know you want me too, or how much I love you." He leaned in licking the blood from my lips, then quickly pulled me up on top of his chest. I saw his face turn warm, and red for the first time. "I love you.' Baekhyun reached his fingers onto my thighs, tracing them up to the side of my stomach. His eyes looked like they were taking in everything, he'd done to me. "And you love me." He smirked evilly, and his hair messily laid spread out agains the mattress, o roamed my hands through them grabbing on tightly, moving lower hopping myself onto his member and straddling him. This time barely fitting the second time around, listening to him groan louder while I rode him hopping and sinking allowing him to reach my core better. I moaned filled with pleasure and no more pain. It was washed away with thoughts of him. Baekhyun, took my waist, from both sides, lifting me up and moving he's lower body p regaining control again. "I...I..." He hushed me, as a knot in my stomach rose. "Shh, it's okay..." He reached his hands over my eyes to close them, and once more we weaker somewhere else, standing against the bedroom walls looking over at him from behind. He parted my legs again, sliding himself smoothly into my womanhood thrusting more fluidly until I reached my zenith, and we released at the same time....

after we calmed down, that's when i felt it all rushing back to my body. I screamed so loudly, and everything was sore. I felt like my entire existence was on fire, and I wailed out as more tears fell down my cheeks, and I regretted everything that I did. "Make it stop! Make it stop!" Baekhyun held me close to him, hugging me tightly, to try to soothe the pain. "It's okay...everything's going to be okay." I didn't do this. This wasn't me. I didn't do any of it, I swear...I didn't. I need to leave.

and then...as if nothing had happened, he was gone. I was back in the school, by myself. Did I just....wake up from a dream...I ran back over to where the broken room was. I heard sirens all around, and felt the broken glass beneath my feet as I walked towards the window seeing flashing red lights.

"Hey." I turned to the hand at my shoulder, shrugging him off, only to see Sehun there. He pulled me into a hug, and then wrapped his arms around my eyes. "Don't look." he said. "Don't look...."

"Why?" I was so confused. "What happened?"

"Jongin, tried to kill himself."