Chapter 9~More memories

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Y/n's POV

I remember crying. I looked at Carl...ashamed of myself. I looked up at Negan. He was holding the stick from earlier. It was raised in the air to hit me. Then once again everything went black.

I heard voices cry out for me...but they were faint...they were like a light...that was slowly burning out...as if it was sad that I had died...but it didn't matter...I had failed them...

I wish there was something I could do now...but no...ive done enough..

~~~forgotten memory~~~

Your four BTW

"Hehe daddy yo silwy!" I said while giggling. Father stopped making his silly face and smiled at me. I clapped my hands. "Again!" I said excitedly. He laughed and made then same face.

I fell over on my back a laughing mess. I sat back up and placed my hands on fathers cheeks. I kissed his nose. "I wove wou daddy." I said. The door then opened revealing mother. She had looked to have been crying. "Mommy!" I said happily and I immediately ran over to her. I hugged her legs tight. "sweetheart why dont you play outside?" She suggested.

I ran outside and rolled down the hill outside our house. I picked some flowers and made wishes on them like mommy always does. "I wish dat mommy awnd daddy be...um...umm...Happy again!" I said. I blew the flowers out of my hands and they flew away in the wind. I started to dance about.

I started to make my way back to the house. I looked in the window. Mother and father were arguing.

"WERE GOING TO LOSE Y/N AND THATS ALL YOUR FAULT EARL!!!" Mommy yelled. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS MY FAULT GRETCHEN!!!" Daddy yelled just as loud. "WERE GOING TO LOSE THE HOUSE AND Y/N AND ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!" Mommy yelled. She then slapped daddy as hard as she could.

I was so shocked by it I started to run. I ran as fast as I could. I didnt love them anymore. I ran as fast as I could in the woods and then I ran into a tree I couldn't remember anything.

I woke up in the hospital. A bandage was rapped around my head. I looked to see a man and a woman in the waiting room. I couldnt remember who they were. I had never seen them before in my life. "Oh my god Y/n your up sweetheart thank goodness!" The woman said hugging me. "Who are wou?" I asked. The woman looked at me with hurt eyes. She cried into the mans chest.

I couldn't remember

~~~Four years later~~~

I was with my so called dad who I still couldn't remember. My so called mom was taking my baby sister Jamie to daycare. Me and my 'dad' were outside we were sitting on a hill with a bunch of flowers. "Here Y/n." He said handing me the flowers. He put four in my hands. "What do I do now?" I asked.

"You make your wishes and then you blow them away." He said. I nodded. "What do I wish for again?" I whispered. "Anything you want." He said. I nodded. I closed my eyes really tight and thought long and hard. I then opened them. "I wish I could remember you and mom." I said. I then blew the flowers out of my hands.

I looked at dad and smiled happily.

He smiled back.

~~~Three years later~~~

mother was just eaten by creatures!

Just then everything hit me right in the face. My memories came back of when I was four years old. Everything. Mom...dad. But...no....why...there gone now.

~~~End of Memories~~~

Just then pictures of all my friends started flashing in my mind. Like the time I pushed Eve on a swing...When me, Jamie, and Kali were running through fields trying not to be seen by walkers...When me and Adam would climb trees in the woods...And when me and Enid made a cake...Maggies wedding...Uncle Daryl holding Kali again...Jamie and Eve hugging...Francis and Nico meeting for the first time...Clementine...and finally...Me, Carl, and Fiona.

...Was this my life...

was it flashing before my eyes like the rumors had said it did?

Just then another picture flashed in front of my eyes

...it was Adam and Enid with there kids, Jamie had really short hair like a boy and she was older, Kali was a little older, Francis was there to...but no Nico, Clementine also had shorter hair and the same blue and white cap...she was holding a little boy, Zane was also slightly older and he was playing with Judith, Then I saw me...I had the same h/l h/c hair...I was holding a baby and Fiona was slightly older...and Carl was standing right next to me...his arms rapped around my waist...he was smiling...that smile...it was contagious...

...No...

This was not the way my life would end

...not like this...

My eyes then flew open. Carl was holding me in his arms. I was coughing loud and hard. blood was coming up. Carl stroked my face as tears fell from his eyes.

"C-Carl." I said. He looked at me and nodded. "I-I...*Cough*...I-I..." I stammered. "What is it Y/n?" He sobbed. "I-I...*Cough cough*...I L-Love you!" I managed to get out.

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YIPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! TWISTED UP ENDING 2017!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope your excited for next chapter love ya'll bye bye!

-Kerra<3

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