beautiful dreams

School

A loud ringing sound made me jump out of bed falling on the floor. "uugggg " I moaned getting up. "why did the stupid fucking snow have to melt I mean seriously?" Mumbled.

The cold wind whipped at my face as I got to my car.

Once I got to school I stood next to my friends. "soo your dating Blake?" gabby said waggling her eyebrows. "yees, and he confessed his love for me" I said dramatically, waving my hand in the air showing my ring. she looked surprised "that was fast!" she commented. "uh ya Melissa really fast. haven't you guys only been going out for what 5 days? Don't you think your rushing into it?" Anne asked. "well kinda but I mean we have known each other for like 7ish years. we aren't strangers." I said defending myself. "ya. good point. I just don't want you to get hurt" Anne said. "Anne trust me if he hurts me then my dad would kill him" I said laughing. we all laughed a little then Blake came and intertwined his fingers in mine. Anne giggled at gabby and tuned to me. And said "Carrots I like carrots!" and started laughing like a mad woman. jeezus, She is a special one. he as he stood next to me he gave me a tight squeeze. "I missed yeh!" he said in his Irish accent. I giggled "I missed you too" I whispered in the hug. he gave me a peck on the lips when we let go of each other. "aww the two love birds!" gabby said bopping my nose. I glared at her and started laughing.

"That ring looks perfect on your hand" he commented playing with my hands. "well that sweatshirt looks mighty fine on you" I commented winking at him. he chuckled and kissed me. "why thank you"

Soon these girls where full on staring at us and whispering. "take a picture it lasts longer!" I shouted in there direction. they have me one last glare and returned to there business. Blake started laughing at me . "are you laughing at me mister?" I asked him. He just laughed harder. "you sure are somthin liss" he chuckled. i just laughed with him.

As the bell rang Blake walked with me to our class. he walked me to my seat, which was funny because he just sat across the room. then I watched at his toned figure waltzed to his seat. soon our science teacher started yapping about buoyancy or something. I just sat there and made faces at Blake and he made them back.

I jumped as the bell rang and giggled as I put my stuff away. I put my backpack on and walk next to Blake. "okay see you at lunch babe" he said as we reached my orchestra class. we hugged and he pecked my lips walking to class.

"You know Blake doesn't really like you" I heard an obnoxious voice say as I sat down. "really now?" I said sarcastically, I don't doubt my Blake. "mmhmm I heard him talking to Meghan and was all 'oh I love you not her. she is ugly anyway' and then she laughed. I mean it's true" she sneered at the end. I swallowed the lump in my throat. no

No this can't be happening to me again.

Not Blake. she's lying she has to be.

"Prove it" I said bluntly. she smiled and got out her phone going through pictures. she stopped when the screened showed a screen shot of texts. it shows texts from Alec and Blake.

Alec: "i bet I can make her fall harder for me than u"

Blake : "naw she will fall for me dude"

Tears well up in my eyes as I read

Alec: " is that a bet?"

Blake: "your on, $30"

Alec: "deal"

Tears threatened to spill but I willed myself not to cry. "Thanks" I said coldly as I walked away. she snickered as I left.

As the bell rang I went to the girls bathroom and sat down on the floor and locked the stall. I let it out. Sobs escaped my lips as I held my face. fat salt tears running Down my cheeks.

I don't know how long I sat there but I soon stopes crying and decided to not let these guys get the best of me. I stood up wiping the tears from my face. I whipped out all my makeup and makeup wipes. I wiped the mascara from my face and reapplied the makeup to my puffy cheeks. my cheeks became less puffy Andy eyes became less red. I looked in the mirror and I looked like I never shed a tear. I walked out sat next to Blake and he hugged me and whispered "were where you babe?" he asked. "in the bathroom" I said coldly. he gave me a worried glance. "you okay?" he asked. "I'm worth 30 dollars huh?" I asked. his face went pale and his eyes for big. "w-what are you talking about babe?" he asked. "I have seen the texts Blake I know, you can stop pretending." I snapped and got up walking away. "melissa! wait!" he shouted. i felt a hand grip my wrist as I walked into the hallway. "what Blake haven't you hurt me enough. you and your buddy Alec?!" I shouted upset. I looked into my eyes and gave me the most broken look "I love you" he said his voice cracking. I let go and tears rushed from my eyes. " you can stop lying blake!.... i knew this was to good to be true" I said my voice cracking now. I took off the ring and threw it at him as I left. I don't care if it was mine, it only reminded me of him. and he just stood there.

I pushed open the doors and got out my keys. And jumped into my car. I set my alarm for 12:00 to get to my appt and drove away so that Blake couldn't come and try to apologize, although I don't think he would. I drove to the McDonalds that was right next to my doctors. although I don't like McDonalds I don't care I don't want to eat today. so I walks in and got a sweet ice tea and a latè, so I could save the ice tea until after my appt.

I sat down and enjoyed there free wifi. I turned music on and sat outside in my car. that's when the tears came. tears clouded my vision. Good thing I wore waterproof mascara. I heard a knock on my window. I looked up to see a worried face. he had dark brown hair almost black, he was taller about 6'0. and had bright emerald eyes.

I rolled down my window. and took out my earbuds. "hey I'm sorry but I saw you crying and I wanted to check up on you." I smiled "thank you, it's nothing" I sniffled. he have a look like he didn't believe me. he then went to the other side and opened the door. climbing in. I gave him a surprised yet amused look. he poked it hand out "jack" he said. "Melissa" I said back shaking his hand. "well we just have to be friends now don't we? I mean I don't have many friends I just moved here" he explained. I giggled "yes we have to be besties now!" I exclaimed.

We started talking and I told him about Alec and Blake. he Is a very good person, and he is hilarious. I was laughing my ass off at his comment. "oh oh I can't breath!" I said in between giggles. he is chuckling along.

Soon we where just asking each other questions. "what's something that most people don't know about you when the first meet you?" I asked. he looked at me and smirked "that I'm gay" I looked at him shocked. "are you serious?" I asked . "%100" he answered. I giggled. "good, you know I have always wanted a gay guy friend!" I exclaimed. he laughed "well now you'v got one." he chuckled. he offered to come and meet me at my place after my appt. and I said ya because I was going to have Blake come over but....

I was sitting there while the doctor listened to my heartbeat. "ugh have any of your doctors ever done a test to see if you have an irregular heart beat?" se asked. "no they haven't "I said confused. she told me to change and once I did she put stickers all over my body connecting wires.

"Well Melissa you have a slight irregular heart beat. it's not that big of a deal. But just in case after we do tests next Wednesday I was to send you to the cardiologist, and for your headaches and dizziness I'm going to send you to the neurologist" she said smiling.

I stepped out of the office and called jack. "hey girl hey!" he shouted. I giggled "heeeyyy!" .

Two weeks later

"I'll meet you at my house" I giggled even more and drove home talking to jack. trying to forget about the tears that wear about to leave my eyes thinking of Blake. I turned and finally got home but

When I got there my parents weren't home.. but someone else was.