It takes one minute to make someone's day, and one word to destroy someone's life. I cant help but think that maybe I DID do something,what if i hurt her, i cant remember anything, I can't remember getting up or sleeping. I just woke up and a whole night is blank. Nothing.
6 months ago:
Its hard sometimes,it's hard to keep up the act that life is perfect. Nobody realises that it's sometimes ok to accept that life is shit and that you should stop trying to pretend ur life of perfection on insta gram and snapchat. But they are blinded with friends, football, getting 'stoned' or something. Being a boy is hard as much as being a girl. For example, a guy won't say he cares for his friends to them but they can say it behind them.
Isn't it funny that day by day nothing changes but when you look back, everything seems different. But for me every day is the same, even when i look back. It's always torture and sorrow. That's why I never tell anybody i'm a foster kid, people feel sorry for you and they treat you differently, they slap it to your face, reminding you that you don't have parents. The thing is some do it because they feel sorry for you and some just want to make sure that everyone knows so that they can be...superior I guess.
'NAATTEEE'i hear my mum(well,foster mum) scream her ass out from downstairs telling me to come downstairs and eat breakfast. I roll my eyes and go downstairs but i just get out the door to piss her off.
I end up in this dump called Ripley high and when I look at my timetable I suddenly feel nervous. It's biology. I remember what happened last time but I enter the lab anyway. I walk in. and she's there, sitting and..taking notes. what a surprise! She realises i'm here and she twitches her eye and blinks too many times to count and looks away. I laugh at her reaction and the whole class is silent and I just scream 'yooo my dudes' and wave at Caleb and Archie from the football team to cover up the situation and luckily they wave back. I sit down next to her and Miss Ridges has an announcement 'Hello class, now before we get on with class I would like to introduce our 4 day trip to Barcelona to look at our project on food analogy so here are your permission slips. It is compulsory to attend unless you have any medical issues' and I know this is an opportunity to get to know Eva..
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never let go
Ficção AdolescenteSometimes people don't actually change. Maybe you just never knew who they were... This is the story of a guy and a girl and how she ended up dead.
