It's been 3 days since they decided they wanted to be together. Tyler has been busy writing so he hasn't seen Josh. He likes to write songs in his spare time but he never really made it 'public'. He only told his family and Josh. Josh knew that when Tyler writes he won't stop for days so this was a normal thing. This time it was different for Tyler.
Tyler's POV
"Why do I have to have writers block right now!?" Tyler spoke to himself out loud.
"All I can think about is Josh. He's not okay. I know he isn't. And I haven't been there for 3 days now!" He started to get mad at himself
"I'm gonna go to his house tomorrow and help him. He needs my help. He told me that he is back. This can't be good. Not at all." Tyler was so worried for Josh that he couldn't sleep that night.
Josh's POV
"When's Tyler gonna finish his song? Is Tyler okay? Does he need my help? Well of course he doesn't. I'm useless anyway. Even Tyler knows that." Josh spoke out loud.
He knew he was talking to himself but if felt like his ceiling was another person.
The voice started taking control of him. He won't leave him alone.
"Tyler is the only one that can help me. But Tyler is busy writing and probably wouldn't come back for another few days. What's the point of having hope anymore. He's not coming back. He doesn't love you like you love him." Josh started crying as he spoke his thoughts. He went to the kitchen to get a knife.
Josh was tempted to cut again. While all of these thoughts went through his mind. He held the knife against his wrist.
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I Think I Love You ✔️{Tysh}
FanfictionJoshua suffers with depression and his life is falling apart. He wants to let go. Tyler didn't let him. *I completely respect their wives and I know joshler/tysh isn't real. this was my first fanfic. i was young and dumb :/ **and the cover is mine...
