'love is just an act
hate is just a mask
lust is just a lie
even at 2:23 am
I'm thinking about you
and I can't stop.
You're an addiction.
I can't get enough'I wish I hadn't said anything.
You looked mad.
You tried to punch me.
You tried to make me hurt.
Well, what a pity.
Little do you know that I am hurt.
But it's my heart.
I've lost so much.
I've lost everything I loved.
Why?
Because of stupidly.
Because of me being myself.
Because it's my fault.
Days go by.
I'm pacing around.
I said stuff to you.
And I regret it.
You didn't do anything
to deserve this kind
of treatment.Yeah, I hurt you.
Yeah, I called you names.
Yeah, I made you hurt.
I even punched you a few hundred times.
Those are the times I regret the most.
It's late at night now.
And as it was gone, I realised what I had lost.
Love is almost like hate.
And I hate myself.
"Paint my skin.
Set me free.
I am not where I want to be."
I carved your name into my arm.
It looks like a painting.
I've missed this feeling.
The feeling of being free.
YOU ARE READING
notes {k.th p.jm}
Fanfiction『Hurt people hurt people』 【Lowkey using this book to express my own feelings...】