note #6

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by CravingTheVhope

by CravingTheVhope

'love is just an act
hate is just a mask
lust is just a lie
even at 2:23 am
I'm thinking about you
and I can't stop.
You're an addiction.
I can't get enough'

I wish I hadn't said anything.

You looked mad.

You tried to punch me.

You tried to make me hurt.

Well, what a pity.

Little do you know that I am hurt.

But it's my heart.

I've lost so much.

I've lost everything I loved.

Why?

Because of stupidly.

Because of me being myself.

Because it's my fault.

Days go by.
I'm pacing around.
I said stuff to you.
And I regret it.
You didn't do anything
to deserve this kind
of treatment.

Yeah, I hurt you.

Yeah, I called you names.

Yeah, I made you hurt.

I even punched you a few hundred times.

Those are the times I regret the most.

It's late at night now.

And as it was gone, I realised what I had lost.

Love is almost like hate.

And I hate myself.

"Paint my skin.

Set me free.

I am not where I want to be."

I carved your name into my arm.

It looks like a painting.

I've missed this feeling.

The feeling of being free.