We arrived at Mary's house we met her fam they were teasin me to her but i didnt mind since i know i didnt like her that way in the first place. They really thought i did though but maybe because i keep engaging myself in a text conversation with Mary which she shares to them she was a good listener about all my pain and rants. But TF, she is friends with Sakura too,which dont make sense. But i didnt have time to think about the mess. So yeah we got to the area and everyone was introduced into which room we will take for the night. But i didnt mimd i just gave hanz my bag and she brought it inside i sat under the tree where there were chairs and just looked into my phone again hoping sakura would call or text at least. But i didnt get anything. And hanz rushed to me telling me Lou was already making moves towards Jenny i heard they were already kissing here and there in the room. I was disgusted, she just met her! Smh. But i didnt interfere that isnt my business. At around 4:30 Mary said the party will start around 6 but Lou had to go home since she promised her mom she'll be home before dinner. So she said her goodbyes but told me not to go near jenny. 🤔 I never had any intention to do so i told Lou. And she went back to Jenny and told her not to go near me. She did go home so it was time for us to change to something formal i didnt go all out twas just a little party so why would i overdress? From a navy green tshirt i chaged into a white polo shirt with a black soft jeans. And removed my cap. Jenny stared at me i stared back i didnt know whay she was staring but she was. I looked away and went out the room. Party has started her highschool clasamates went there too and we gave speeches for her wishing her a happy birthday. I did greet her they were like loose animals during my time since they know something was up with us though twas nothing. They asked me to open my gift they laugh at my gift it was a travel rosary and a scented candle. The real purpose of the rosary not for her to pray not to be an old maid but for her to be able to travel back and forth to her hometown and to the city safe the scented candle was for her to be able to pray in a peaceful manner and a peaceful state of mind because lavender does that. But i didnt wanna say it only because i didnt want people to give more meaning about the things i do. So everyone was done and we all ate dinner. While i was eating i didnt notice jenny was sitting to my right. I was too occupied since i was still not able to get a call from sakura. So i tried to talk to her,asked her if she wanted a drink or another set of meal. Nobody was talking to her so i gave my time since she knew nobody from the group i just didnt want her to feel like an outcast. So we got into a conversation i asked her about stuff like her age school just anything so she wont be bored. And then, i found out that's why all the other girls were busy talkin because they found out that Jenny's ex boyfriend whom she recently broke up with is actually the already ex boyfriend of Marie our classmate too. So Marie sat next to me i just listened to them talk and while i was listening i found out it was Marie who was the reason of their breakup. I was so moved about how strong she was about being abke to face Marie. But Marie broke up with the guy when she found out he has a girlfriend. The guy didnt tell her he was in a relationship but she heard he has another girl again. I couldnt help but held her hand twas suppose to be a sign of comfort but they took it the bad way again. Marie asked raising her brow " What's that!?" ( pointing to my hand on Jenny's hand) i Let go of her hand amd stared at her. I realized she has brown eyes, i stared at her and held her hand again. So everyone gathered but my hand is still hokding jenny's hand. She was a stranger but the stranger melted my heart by her braveness. Then i heard bottles keep being drop on the table noisily. It was Mary the debutant. I didnt care. She was so angry was running all over the house crying they keep moving from 1 room to another. So her fam wont be able to find out she was crying. But i didnt mind her in fact i went to sleep along with jenny. So we were already in bed i had a jacket with me we used that to cover our faces since Mary's fam made sure lights will be turned on since we have some guys with us too. Jenny hugged me, i never felt that secure since sakura. We then kissed. No only once but it happened a lot i couldnt sleep i even cried she noticed i was crying. She asked if is it about japan, ( that is her nname for sakura) i noded. I then asked how she knew, she told me she felt like she already knew me since Cher always talks to her about her new friends. In the morning i asked her if she remembered what she did and she kissed me. I realized ahe was really sober. I asked her about whatbour status was. She said we are officially ON. 😀
