After talking to Love on the phone i went to the bathroom and locked all the doors turned the shower and faucet atvthe same time. Texted Jenny " I heard you are at Love's Party. Hope you enjoy." She replied asking me to attend. But i no longer replied. I went out the bathroom and stayed in the bedroom. After a while my phone rang and Sakura answered it. Twas Jenny's number once Sakura said hello i heard Lou's voice. She was acting to push me to attend. Sakura ended the call. Then i recieved tons of text but i wasnt able to hold my phone that is when Lou texted something inappropriate telling things that the reason why i dont wanna attend its because i am too afraid with Sakura and i am a coward. Sakura went furious and was the one to reply nasty things then Lou spilled the beans about me Mary and Jenny. I didnt have any choice but tell Sakura about it. But what happened next shocked me. She replied to Lou she has known about it even before she went back from Japan that she was only acting up just so she could see what type of people i ho along with. I didnt say a word. She then said to Lou that Lou is insane for wanting to go around and ruin me and told her to ask Jenny if she know nothing about Mary and me and Sakura. Lou didnt have the nerve to reply because she knew from the beginning Jenny knew about everything. That was the last time i ever tried to contact Jenny or Mary. I lay low for about two months and stayed at Sakura's house. Her house was quite huge and it was in a subdivison. I didnt like it there. The house was nice but it was creepy. Every night it was really a pain in the butt just because it was to hard to sleep i even ask her for us to sleep on the floor near the wall because the bed was too big and the room was too wide. That was how i sleep there. Then one time, i got a message from love and Hanz tryin to ask i was doing with Sakura. I just replied we were doing okay. They were quite surprise we were still together. Sakura found out had this insane idea since my bday is coming up to have a grill party at her house. I didnt sau a word twas her house anyways the only thing i liked about it is Barbecue. Then i recieved a text from hanz that Mary was already dating with Jade then i was laughing so much not because i find the thing funny but i just couldnt believed that Jade has switched roads because she was too crazy about Cher. Then they arrived at Sakura's house. We drank and had karaoke i barely talk to others aside from hanz and love. Cher was around too was secretly hoping that Jenny would be there. Then i found out while doing the barbecue from Hanz that seems that Lou is in a crazier position but she liked it since her ex gf keeps chasing her now after knowing she had something with Jenny. But that didnt stop her from chasing Jenny around. I was hurt about the news but it hurts that i couldnt do anything about that. I hated the fact that Jenny was being passed around to my friends cause i also heard Jade almost had something with Jenny. It felt like she was trying to find a person who wouldnt break her. But there i was wanting her but i cannot. I had my reasons. Sakura. She is the main reason. I was with her that moment for 3 years and 6 months. I was not prepared walking a different road without her. I was too dependent. Sakura is so generous when it comes to me. Like she provides all i ask in a snap. She feeds me literally like i dont even have to use my hand to eat. I can use my hand only to please her and eat her. Yes you heard me. But i didnt find that a bad thing in those 3 years i did love Sakura i did. But there was really something about Jenny that made me want her so much. But as i mentioned i could do anything about it since i couldnt choose anybody else than Sakura. Sakura is white in complexion, tall, generous, shy but she knows what she want because shell slap that to your face. She is bossy and nobody could take that away even her aunt. The only person who makes her face the floor is her mom. Her mom has definitely the same behavior as her. So i had to push myself to really forget Jenny and go on with my life. So i did. Months passed. It was December of 2008. Sakura needed to head back to Japan again. That was before our anniversary which falls on the 14th. I knew right then and there that it will happen again. No communications whatsoever. And it did. But i wasnt lonely. I went home to look after my little cousin Rainbow and RainPaul. They were 4 and 5. I enjoyed my time with them. But guess what, i strolled to one of the malls in downtown and i saw her. I saw Jenny. She was working in a restaurant as a frontliner. I waited to get a chance to speak to her but i was too shy to go near. I know she saw me. So instead i went home later that night i texted her. I asked if she lost her scholarship. She didnt. She told me she goes to school, works at school office then head straight to the restaurant. She needed the money but she also needed the time. She wanted to go home exhaustes so she can no longer have time to think. My heart was too hurt about what i heard but that made me fall for her even more. You see,Sakura- eventhough she doesnt do any work she gets monthly bills but also recieves monthly money from her mom and dad in Japan. Jenny was the opposite, Jenny was from a not well off family she has 10 other siblings,she was the 10th. She wanted to gain everything she has by her own ways.She has lose weight. I worried about her. I invited her to chill out by Sunday(The 3rd Sunday of January). There was a festival happening in the city. I invited her to be my date. So i was already out with my friends that includes Mary,hanz,jade and others. I didnt tell them i invited Jenny. I was texting her but she said she will be at the place after work. Around 11 pm the whole street was still full of people partying. Then she came. I was smiling a lot. So was she. The vibe changed when everyone noticed that Jenny has arrived but they said nothing. They wondered why Jenny has again gave time to me and was also reprimanded by hanz that i would cause another disaster if Sakura finds out. I insisted i was just friends with Jenny nothing was going on. And we were almost drunk around 3 am i decided to go home. Jenny told me she cant be home like this. I panic. I said i cant take her with me but an idea popped . I texted my dad i will sleep in his house and so did we. I took her there and slept. Only if that was possible. We were at each others mouth again. When i am around her, i couldnt contain myself. That indeed started another war.
