I'm a freak show, I know. (Cashley)

fluffy ears and fluffy pancakes

~Back at bvb~

Andys p.o.v

"WE GOT TO FIND HIM JINXX WE GOT TO".
I Shook jinxx. Does he not understand how much ashley mean to me. Hes my best friend and family. I also really loved him. He was the fiercest little neko ever to exist and he was sexy too. Besides that he was a great person. His heart was always set on helping others. And did I mention how sexy he was? Oh wait.

"Andy were trying. We asked everyone we knew. Its not like we can file a report for him, hes a neko. The cops arent going to help us."

"Are you two sure you looked everywhere."

"Yes andy Jake and I looked everywhere and asked around too."

"I...i.. i dont know what to do Jinxx." I felt the tears start to stream down my face.

"Ashley wouldn't want you crying over him. Im sure he wants us to keep looking for him. And you cant look with you eyes filled with tears Andy."
Jake came up and wiped the tears from my face. I wanted Ashley to wipe my tears away.

"Thanks guys I just really miss him."

"I understand, Jinxx would freak out if I went missing to."
Jake held onto jinxx's arm. They wasnt helping right now. They look so cute together. I understand why our fans ship them so much. If jake didn't go through the things he did, im sure they'd be married right now.

I wanted to marry Ashley.

I let out a sigh.

"Wheres sandra at?"
"Doing the norm. I dont know why but sandra hasnt really been hanging with us anymore."
Jinxx said while petting jake. They were both blushing.

I knocked whatever that was on the table off and walked out of the tour bus. I cant deal with them right now. Not now. I miss him to much.

"GOD DAMMIT ASHLEY WHY DID YOU FUCKING LEAVE."

Im starting to cry. It felt good to finally let it out. I cant help but feel sick with jinxx and jake being affectionate. I just wanted my ashley back.

I missed his fluffy ears

~Back at cc's apartment~

Ashley p.o.v

Cc is going to teach me how to make pancakes. Im so excited. My tail still hurt but cc made it feel better. I just want to stay with cc foever. I like being free with him.

"Come on ash stop day dreaming."
"Coming."
Cc got up and walked to the kitchen and a followed behind him. I just wanted to hold onto him forever. I wrapped my arms around him from behind and rested my face on his back. It felt weird because I used to do this with Andy. I like doing it with Cc better.

"Here pour the mix out of the box while i get the griddle out. It says like a cup and a half or so also get the water for it to. Read the instructions on the box ok.

Cc walked to the otherside of the kitchen. He started moving around pots and pans looking for the griddle.

I looked at the box. I cant read. Im just going to have to wing it. I poured some of the mix into the cup and pour alot of water. I hope I done it right. I hate telling people I cant read.

"Whoaah what happened here buddy?"
"I uh?" I put my ears down in shame and look at ny feet."
"Ashley I told you to read the box what happened."
I felt the tears start to run down my cheek. I dont know why cc made me feel so vulnerable.

"I, I, I can't read cc."

I couldn't even bare to be around him anymore. I am such a disappointment. People my age should know how to read.
I just didnt even want to be near him. I ran off into my room and hid it the small closet. I hate being a neko. Life wouldnt be so complicated if I was born a human.

"Ashley buddy where did you go? Please I just want to talk. ASSHHLLLEEEYYYY?"
I could tell that he was in my room. Please don't open the closet door.

Of course he would open it.

He popped his head in making me jump. I didnt want to talk. The more I thought about it the more I realized tht I will never be human. I will never be granted civil rights.  Just because I have a tail and cat ears.

"Ashley I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pressed you into saying it. Im sorry."

"It's just that, i get treated like shit, because,  i, i, have a tail and cat ears. I cant read or write. I cant even count past 10."

"Ashley."
I saw the sadness growing in his eyes.

"Im a freak show, I know."

I felt a tear drop fall from his face onto my arm.

"Ashley. Your not a freak show. You are so beautiful. Cat ears and all. And it really hurts me when you say things like that. Humans are the real filth of the world. Be proud youre not one of us because were the real shits of the world. We treat everything like shit only to disguise that we are. So be glad that you are something beautiful."

I wiped tears from his face. Cc cant see that he is beautiful too. I guess thats how he feels about me to. But cc's heart is so much different from any human I  have ever encountered. His heart is so pure. I love it.

I love Cc.