I'm a freak show, I know. (Cashley)

studio

Cc p.o.v
A couple of weeks past by and things have been going pretty well. Ashley has been healing up very well and we've both been getting used to living with each other. Ive been working on new drum stuff and been auditioning to a bunch of new bands. Many of them actually want me to join but i just couldnt bring myself back to answer their emails. After being in my last band i really dont think the band member life is for me.

I havent stopped looking for ashleys band members. Its hard just looking around for them by their faces. I doubt theyre even in town. I cant give up though, ashley needs me to keep looking. I guess that when he goes back to his band.... ill be alone again.

"Cc, im sorry to interrupt but i brought you some cookies.  You look like you need a break. When i take breaks i like to eat cookies to make me feel better!"

Ashley walked into my studio and sat down on the loveseat on the opposite wall. I took the cookies and started to eat them. 

"Thanks ash... where did you get cookies? "

"Well.. i wanted to be a big kitty so... i went to the store on the bottom floor.. well ... ran to the store... i hope you dont mind." He went to grab his tail but shoved it back.

Ashleys p.o.v

I forced my tail to stay behind me. I was nervous but i needed to not be. I have to be a strong kitty Like a lion. Unfortunately for me, i lack all confidence. I am trying my best to become brave again. Cc honestly was helping but he doesnt really understand my issue. I don't blame him i mean he is a human and neko issues will never apply to him.

He sighed and looked down.  Maybe i did upset him. I worked up enough courage to ask.

"Cc, did i anger you by going to the store. Im sorry if i made you upset."

Rubbing my tail was so tempting and it was really hard to fight off the urge.

"What? No no no im proud of you ash honestly i am. I just.. im dealing with a personal issue right now."

"May i know whats going on?"

"I don't want to talk about it ash."

"Why do i feel this is about me. Cc im trying to be open here and i need you to be open with me ok."

"I. Dont. Want. To. Talk. About. It.
Now please leave me alone ashley."

I stood up. I was angry now.  I dont know why cc  is acting like this but im going to find out.

"Cc why are you acting like this. I care about you and for whatever reason, you feel like you cant even talk to me. Im here for you but your pushing me away!"

"Dammit ash"
He slammed his fist on the desk which made me jump. So much for confidence. I walked back to near by corner of the room and put my ears down. I was starting to shake. I pushed cc to far.

He walked over to me. He is really tall and that makes him tower over me. This is not a good feeling.

He grabbed me by the shoulders and kissed me.

Cc pulled away leaving me in shock
"Dammit ash i love you to much."