I'm a freak show, I know. (Cashley)

drugs

Cc p.o.v

The elevator stopped on the third floor and i started to look for ashley's room
Being apart from him and not knowing if he was ok was a terrible feeling. I finally got to his room. I hesitated to open the door because i didnt know what to expect. I slowly opened the door and peeped my head in. I saw his beautiful orange ears stick up above the thin sheets of the hospital bed. He lifted his head up and our eyes met. I froze as i stared into the sparkle in his eyes. Why is it so easy to get lost in his golden brown eyes.

"Cc, you didnt leave me."
He said weakly. I ran over to the bed and hugged him as tight as i could.

"Ouch cc."

"Sorry, i just, i was worried sick about you. They wouldnt let me see you or anything and i was scared that, that, that they didnt even help you and that you would be hurt or worse die or- "

"Don't think that way Cc. Somthing good is always going to happen ok."
He put his head on my chest. I started to rub my fingers right by his left ear. I felt him wrap his tail around my waist as i started to kiss his forehead.

Back at BVB

Jinxx p.o.v

Andy was still crying. Its been around two weeks without no sightings of Ashley.  He look so pitiful. I honestly felt bad for andy. Hes been a hot mess lately and his mood swings are crazy.

"Jinxx?"
Jake walked up to me with two juice boxes. He was so cute with his tail switching from side to side.
I slid over on the couch to make room.

"Can i sit on the couch this time jinxx?"

"Of course you can. Come on buddy."

"I brought you a juice box. Juice makes me happy and you looked sad. I want the juice to make you happy to!"

Isnt he the cutest? Gosh im in love.

I took the juice box and stuck the straw in. Jake sat down on the couch beside me as andy came in, he had an exhausted look on his face. He probably didnt sleep... again.

"Hey andy. Couldnt sleep again?"

"No, no i couldnt. Maybe its because the same reason i couldnt sleep yesterday,  or the day before last OR ANY DAY IN BETWEEN JINXX."

He snapped at me. Jake jumped and burried his face into my shirt.

"Stop it andy, you're scaring jake."

"WELL MAYBE IF YOU WASNT SUCH A JERK TO ASHLEY ID BE FUCKING HAPPY. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT JINXX!"

I jumped at his response. It was already hard enough that all of the fans believe that this was my fault and now andy believe it too. I felt my self start to get flustered.

"Andy i was only trying to help." I let out a whimper before i started to cry. I didnt want ashley to be gone. I didnt want andy to be sad, i dont want ashley to be sad.

"You guys are like my family and you all hate me because i was trying to help.  Ashley was doing drugs andy. Drugs!  I didnt want him to end up addicted. Whatever that video that people  are posting didnt get the whole conversation."

Sandra walked in... drunk as always. The last person i wanted to see was sandra.

"Sandra why did you give ashley drugs in the first place? Huh sandra. Now everyone is blaming me for him leaving because i told him not to do them."

I raised my voice. I hated being loud.

"Don't blame this on me, theres nothing wrong with having drugs dude. Its not like he was getting sick from then."

"Sandra why would you give ashley drugs." Andy was trying to stay calm but he was in no mood for bullshit.