Abandoned (RM) ✔

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AILA'S POV
I ordered the usual. Namjoon ordered some romantico.

We sat near the window.

I started digging in

"When I was young, My dad and I used to buy and eat ice cream together. It was our bonding. We talk alot and spend some amazing quality time together" I say

"Used to? Why ? Where's your dad?" He ask

"He. He passed away. " I look down

"I'm so sorry to hear" he says

"Do you know why I love ice cream so much?" I ask him

"Why? " he ask

"Ice cream reminds me of what my dad and I did. And everything we did back then was amazing and fun" I grinned

"Are you feeling better now?" He ask and I nod

"As I told you, I'm strong nothing can kill me" I sheepishly smiled at him

"Do you wanna know a story?" He ask and I nod

"Its about a boy. He lives in a big ass mansion all by himself cause his parents never home. Always working. He grew up not having parents to take care of him. He grew up with the maids and driver who takes care of him." He paused

"He never trust anybody. He rarely do. learning to trust someone should be learn first with parents but they seemed to be more focused on work so that child never learned trust to anybody." He says

"That child was--

"Lonely" we says in unison "yeah, and he is scared to trust or get attach to anyone because he is afraid of getting his heartbroken like how his parents broke his heart. He has this motto that In order to not get your heartbroken you have to act heartless and thats what he did" he says

"His childhood wasn't good. So he chose to forget. And then he grew up. Meet some friends he can rely on. Slowly he was learning to trust." he says

"But people who see that child grow up calls him monster. Because that child was said that he neglected his parents and always causing trouble." He says

"People call him arrogant, mean, stupid and all the hateful words they can come up with but what they dont know is, The world made that child like that" he says

I kept quiet and look in his eyes

"They made me like this. Cold hearted man." He whispered

"I once fell in love. But that girl ? she broke my trust. And I swear to god I never been so heartbroken this before. I Still love her and it hurts me to know that I can't fall in love again because she still owns my heart even if she's move on" he says As tears fell on his cheeks I grabbed the tissue and wiped it away

"You're not a cold hearted person." I reassured him

"You're a kind hearted person who hides in a cold hearted demeanor Nam Joon." I smiled at him

"Well get through every challenges we face so dont worry. Believe in yourself" I say

"I got trust issues Aila! I don't wanna get attach and then get abandon again. I don't wanna be alone" he says

"No ones gonna leave you Nam Joon. Me and your friends wouldn't neglect you" I say truthfully

"You've been a good friend to me well except that first meeting " I chuckle

"you've been good person to my mum. You're a very kind man" I say

"funny because I was supposed to comfort you but it seems to be the other way around" he laughs as he start eating.