Abandoned (RM) ✔

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NAM JOON'S POV

A week has passed. Lila's body was already buried.

Aila has been visiting the grave of her mom everytime she got off of her work.

Bringing flowers and cleaning it.

I was always sneaking behind her.

I was observing her.

She closes her eyes and sat on the ground in front of her mom's tomb.

She exhaled deeply.

"I hope you're doing alright" I heard her say

"I'm doing alright here, Aniyo. I'm trying to be alright" she says as she looks down

"I still can't believe you're gone now. I miss you so much" I heard her sobs but quickly wipes her tears away

"I know I promised you that I wouldn't cry in front of you but I can't help it" she chuckle

"I miss you so much."she says

I walk towards her and hand her a handkerchief. I sat next to her.

"What are you doing here?" She ask and I just ignored her.

I put down the flower to Lila's tomb

"Hi Mrs park. How have you been? I'm doing great, I hope you are too. I have been taking care of that promise I made with you so you don't have to worry up there." I say

"Kim Nam Joon" Aila called me out

"It hurts" she says as she purse her lips

"I know. But you have to endure it. Don't ever think that you're alone too. you got me. You always got me" I say

"Rely on me when you can't do it anymore. Talk to me when you have or dont have any bad days, talk to me everyday and I won't judge you. Trust me and I won't break it. Let me in and I'll will not make you regret it." I say

"Let me heal your wounds, let me take care of you. Let me love you" I say as I stare at her eyes and she stared back at me

"I dont want you to turn out like me before. I don't want you to be heartless" I say sincerely and she just rested her head on my shoulder

"I'll never be heartless" she mumbled

"I know you, my brother and the boys got me and I'll be forever greatful for it" she says as she smiled

we were just like that. We remained silent just staring at her mom's tomb. Only bird chirps was the only thing that can be heard. It was peaceful.

AILA'S POV

We were just sitting there.

Maybe its time to move forward. I know mom would like that to happened. I know she doesn't want her daughter to be visiting her grave. She'll probably go sick seeing my face everyday.

I'll move forward to my life ma, Though it still hurt that you passed away on Christmas Eve.

Christmas eve is the saddest day on my life.

I took a glace on Nam Joon and he was smiling to my Mom's tomb.

I wrapped my arm on his arm and lean my head to his shoulder.

He's been comforting me since mom died. He was always there for me. Jin also comforts me by putting some food on my fridge. He was afraid that I'm not eating regularly.

Should I continue this mess? If I continue this would it be worth it?

I sigh.

"Hey. " I pulled away and stand up