Abandoned (RM) ✔

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AILA'S POV

As soon as he says those words and shut the door behind him I bolted upright from bed.

I stand up and run towards the door opening it.

His back was facing me and I hit his back.

"You're breaking my heart! " I cried out

He didnt turn around.

I then rested my forehead on his back

"Say something you're pissing me off"I sigh

He then slowly turn around wrapping his arms around me.

"Aila I dont want to hurt you" he seriously say

"Well don't you think you're doing it already?" I huff on his chest

I dont know why but I wrapped my arms protectively

"I tried to bear with your attitude and all. Now I'm getting to know you and you're finally letting me in you're going out of town." I huff

"You're abandoning me!" I say

"I tried to be okay! I acted as if I am! I hate the thought of you going away from me !" I cried

"You'll find much more better than me Aila. Find better than me." He says as he stepped back and I look at him he weakly smiled at me he ruffled my hair then turn his back at me

He was about to take a step downstairs

"I'll wait..." I paused "for you." I say

He stopped in his tracks "please dont" he says not looking at me as he completely went downstairs

I break down when I heard the front door shut

I dropped on my knees crying.

***
I woke up I looked at the clock and it was 10 Pm.

I passed out outside my door.

I grabbed my phone and speed dial Nam Joon!

I stand up and run Downstairs. Going to the bus stop but there are no bus

"Pick up the phone! " I muttered to myself

I called jin.

"Hey aila" he greeted

"where are you?" I ask

"I'm near the bus stop"he replied

"Did you bring your car?" I ask

"Yeah why?"He ask

"Dropped me off on the airport I have to see Nam Joon for the last time" I begged

"I see you already on the bus stop. Wait for me " he says as he hang up

Right on cue Jin pulled over and I climbed in right away

"What time is the boarding" I ask

"11 I think." jin says As he stepped on the gas

"Do you think we'll be able to reach him?" I ask

"Possible if its not traffic" Jin says

he kept on driving.

But when its already near the airport it become traffic.

Its already 10:40

I sigh and unbuckled my seatbelt and slowly opened the door

"What are you doing?" Jin ask as he grabbed my arm

"I'll just see you in the airport" I say as I pulled my arm away and run to the sidewalk .

I was dodging the cars.

I'm glad I made in airport in one piece.

I was in the airport and the guards didnt let me in.

But I saw him.

Walking towards the boarding area

"KIM NAM JOON!" I shouted but he didnt seem to hear.

He was wearing a headset

I gotta tell him I Love him!

I'm too dumb to realize I Loved him.

but I already lost him in the sea of people boarding I cried.

The fire was just about to start but it was already dead.

You're very careless Kim Nam Joon

I felt arms wrapped around me hugging me.

I look up to see it was jin.

I hugged him crying on his chest.

He rubbed my back.

"Everything will be alright" he cooed

"I love him" I sob

"I should've stopped him and-and -and ask him to stay." I paused

"but i, I let him go" I cried

"I should've told him sooner "I cried

"He was in front of me and I - I didnt took the chance and got scared" I sob

"Shh, it's alright Aila. You still got us. You got me. " he comforts me

"Nam Joon will be back soon."he says
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Jin dropped me off of the house.

I flopped on the bed.

Turning around rolling. I groaned and threw the pillow on the ceiling but it only hit me.

"Ugh!!!" I groaned

I grabbed my cellphone.

And typed a text from Nam Joon.

"I love you" but deleted right away

the love died without it getting started.

"I miss him already" I screamed in my pillow

My door burst open

"Why are you screaming? Its midnight" my mom scolded me

She looks at my face and gasped

"What happened?" She ask as she run towards me and hugged me

Tears welled up out of my eyes I burst out crying

But I didnt say anything even if she ask me questions.

She just kept quiet until I stopped crying.

she was holding me until I fell asleep.

Mother would always be mother.

Thank you mom for understanding and taking care of me. Thank you for bearing with my attitude.

I love you so much!